I have to agree with the bumper stickers out there that say the liver is evil and must be punished daily, I also think that the brain can be evil and needs to be punished though I have not found a good way to do that yet. Sadly as I discover today the liver can be mean as well such as when you have only a few drinks and you are completely smashed and you stay that way well in to the next day I mean I have worked hungover before its not that bad and still being drunk the next day is not all that bad but both at the same time sucks. Now if only my brain would work when talking to this girl I was out with and my mouth would not ramble on then maybe I might break the dry spell.

So last night sitting around the cafe talking to the two girls that were working the closing shift it was like watching scenes from the movie waiting play out well this got me thinking today that in my boredom that is Sunday I should do some new pictures for NN and hell why not do some inspired by waiting's penis showing game. I might even throw out a challenge to everyone to make up there own positions and make a game thread out of it in the forum well see what the response is

thank god for the coffee jitters tonight. Man was I off my game and nervous as fuck but after two pots of coffee even I could not tell if it was the nerves or the coffee making me shake. I am not sure if it was this girl or the fact that I have not been out on any dates in a while but I could hardly sting two sentences together tonight and every other time I have been around this girl I am calm cool and having a blast joking with her but tonight nothing it was so bad she even commented that I must be stressed out over something well at least I got her number and kinda set up a date with her just wondering how I will put my foot in my mouth this time. god I hope not I am tired of making an ass of myself. Well at least I had a better time tonight than last night and will not have a hangover tomorrow though I might not get any sleep.

Had a bit of fun last night but all in all it was a dead night even the bar tenders were getting itchy and saying it picks up around 11 sadly when they said that it was 12 but at least I got something to remember the night one hell of a nasty hangover I really should not drink hypnotic even if its on special it drys me the fuck on and I don't get drunk.

I get the whole weekend off this week. this normally does not happen might actually be able to get this place clean and work on getting a better job well whatever happens it can wait until Saturday tonight I am getting the fuck out of Blaine now the only question is should I go north to White Rock or south to Bellingham for the night?

For some tonight its all over but the crying for the rest of us the party just started. But which ever side you were on, when the sun comes up tomorrow it's time to go to work on rebuilding this county of your making the changes and solving problems that we have ignored for far to long and restore the US to a place of honor and respect in the world community. It has taken more than eight years to erode this country and It will take twice that to rebuild it but we can do it but it will take all of us. As a good friend of mine said tonight "welcome to socialism" Well if wanting change, wanting a country I can be proud of, and wanting a world for my children's children is socialistic then I will proudly call myself a socialist but first I will call myself an American and tonight I will do so with pride for the first time sense I could vote. In closing I would like to add to my fellow Americans out there this - If you voted regardless of which candidate you voted for I solute you and will proudly debate the good the bad and the ugly of this election and of the next four years, However if you stayed home and did not vote when you could have then please do not even bother to complain because you could not even be bothered to make your voice heard so why now do you want to? So good night to you all and sleep well for tomorrow when you get up the hard work will start.

should have put that last bit in quotes "A boy can Dream" stole it form the show I was watching the other night.

Damn just realized I have not written anything in a while. well not on here I wrote just a few days ago but in my real life I have not written any thing sense I first moved to Blaine. And it's not like I don't have anything to write about its the exact opposite I have to much to write and I am wasting my depressed artistic time not writing wtf. Now I am starting to feel stuck this place this town its like a black hole I was only going to be here through September maybe half of October then move but no I got sucked in and now I am stuck in a shit town that I hate and I have no money to move out and one hundred other excuses for why I have not left yet. I just need a dart board with a map on it, and where ever the dart hits I will go seems like its the only way to brake this rut I am stuck in. FUCK. if only something crazy would happen, like a plane ticket to some random place just falling form the sky that some how had no name attached and I would just pack my shit and ... no fuck that leave most of my shit I would just be gone. oh well never going to happen but a boy can dream can't he?

I swear its an addiction produce the worst possible movie with a decent story or a hell of a lot of action and I am there. mostly just so I can sit in the theater and laugh at how bad it was. tonight however was different the movie was crap and not just because they dumb down the adaptation to get there PG-13 rating which was shit cus the game it was adapted from was rated mature so why not make it an R rate movie. But no the part that made it crap was the little pointless differences and the continuity errors what was the editing team asleep on this one or did they just give up because there were so many mistakes. And what was with changing the opening and the ending hell they were already filmed in the game just reenact them!!! I would have been fine with the ending if the main character had just been holding any weapon but really is not having a gun in his hand when he is arrested going to change the rating and for that matter is using a sniper rifle R rated material? But all in all bad action flick which I love and I would have enjoyed the movie more had I not played the game cus I might not have noticed things like guys getting shot and not even reacting with a gaping hole in his shoulder. OK nightly rant over guess its time to beat it and get some sleep so I can bust my ass at work tomorrow.

I only have a handful of pictures up here and mostly its 'cus I am running low on ideas. If I had a partner I could come up with some new ideas, and no this is not my way of hitting on anyone here, the thing is its just me, my cock, four walls and a bed. I have no clue what anyone here wants to see. so if you are reading this you must have some interest and there for an opinion as to what you want to see, so let me know I will try most things once so drop me a PM, a comment on a photo or here in the blog and I will do my best to get it up on here asap. plus I will shot you a pm letting you know when I post your request and as an added bonus the first two requests will be part of my verification. sounds like an Ad I know but its late and I am bored, plus I feel like rambling yeah for word vomit.