I finally broke down and went to the dentist today. $56 later I have a prescription and lottttttttts of tylenol 3, and still have a sore mouth. I am either going to need to tooth pulled or a root canal. I vote root canal but its going to be over $800
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Then to top it off my EI screwed me...instead of $800-900 it was not even $400. BLAHHH Piss on em all. I refuse to be beaten down. If I can't pay my rent for Jan well I will just have to find something I guess. Something will come along I am sure.
The job interview went awesome yesterday - if I don't get the job its certainly not because of anything I did wrong. They interviewed me for over an hour and half..plus almost an hour the first time. Sadly though the job doesn't start until January if I get it.
I will just keep focusing on the positive...I have amazing friends in my life (by the way its not this weekend I am going away lol), I have a home (for now lol), being alone here for Christmas means I have no Christmas presents to buy (which kinds sucks on the recieving end lol), my brother is getting married which means he is happy so that makes me happy, and basically when things just keep getting taken away from me I learn to appreciate the things I do have that much more.
Last night in chat as people were entering and having their names yelled out and such ( a la Cheers) someone asked if we all knew each other or something. Coming to NN is awesome because of that reason. I love it. It feels like coming home. Someone there always knows you and even if you are new you are taken in. NN'ers have given me so much in the three plus years I have been a member both materially and even more so with their unconditional support. Even though I come and go as I try and find my way in this life I always know I have a place to come back to. I love you all and I thank you for all you have given and taught me.