I had just written a real info page burner that wasn't to long yet not too short then somehow I hit the wrong key and closed the browser. It's gone. Right now I don't have the energy to rewrite it.
Our fight on Friday is now a long term discussion. Each trying to show their perspective. I agree that I've been less engaged now. She wants more fun & wants me to think more about her. But yet she pushes me away at every opportunity and I feel hurt, rejected and only makes me more distant. It's a catch 22 thing, a bad cycle that needs to be broken. However, she only sees her side and dismisses mine has being substantial.
Life goes on for now. We were that close to ending our marriage on Friday. That could still happen. |