You have flipped the bitch switch,

so buckle up and enjoy the ride..........

If tears could build a stairway
And memories were a lane
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again

No farewell words were spoken
No time to say goodbye
You were gone before we knew it
And only God knows why

Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know

But now we know you want us
To mourn for you no more
To remember all the happy times
Life still has much in store

Since you'll never be forgotten
We pledge to you today
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you'll always stay —

I thought of you today but that is nothing new. I thought of you yesterday and the days before that too. I think of you in silence. I often speak your name, now all I have are memories and your picture in a frame. Your memory is my keepsake with which I'll never part, God has you in his keeping, but I have you in my heart.



xxxxx

As the day gets closer my heart gets heavier and I dread it knowing I will never hear your voice or see your smile.

Doesnt seem like 4 years it feels like yesterday and I want to turn back the hands of time and get the chance to tell you how much I love you and how special you are and how I wish we could spend a little longer together. I know you knew how much we cared I just wish I had not been so busy, that life had been kinder to you and that I had been able to say good bye. Thats what I regret that you were taken away from us before we were ready, I will never understand why these horrible things keep happening to us and why we have to lose some one so kind, so loving and so gentle when there are so many who dont deserve to go on.

So my dear sister I celebrate your life and will not dwell on your death but it hurts and its not getting easier like they said it would. Its always with me and I pray you knew how much you brightened our lives. I will play your music drink wine from a cask and shout to the sky loud enough to shake the sun how much I love you and miss you. xxxx

for you your favorite singer and a song that breaks my heart

yep second childhood coming up....

just letting you know my boss is a kunt....an absolute total bastard and I am really really pissed off with him.....

god that feels so much better


xxxxx

If the girls at work knew what I did with this mouth they would be shocked....I have developed a taste for you silent... And you rock my world, laying here listening to you snore, your breathing slow and steady and the taste of you still in my mouth and I am smiling to myself my breathing getting heavy wondering if I should wake you again and blow your mind again.

Maybe I should let you sleep we have a life time of loving ahead, plenty of time! Xxx