The shower turned out to be kind of fun, but you really have to be in the mood for those sorts of things or you will be bored to tears.

Jen is having a boy so the place was decorated all in shades of blue and the caterers did a nice job with the decorations. The food was pretty good, too. It was an Italian theme, chosen by the mom-to-be. I didn't do a headcount but there looked to be about 50 women present. Everyone ate and gossiped - what else? lol and then we had the games.

I won 2 out of the 3, I am proud to say. They were word games and I am pretty decent at those types of games. I failed utterly at the 3rd; we all had to take a ribbon and try and judge the measurement of Jen's preggo belly. Whoever came closest won. I was about 5" too long, so I guess I didn't do so well at judging proper length. I guess I will have to stay away from those 'guess my cock size' threads in the forum from now on lol. I might hurt someone's feelings on accident or something.

After all that estrogen and cutey-cute stuff I am in need of some testosterone to balance it out. I am horny and I need some cock so gimme gimme gimme! Now now now! Too bad I have a feeling I will have to do a slow burn till later tonight; hubby is in his workshop pounding on something. I think he should be pounding ME instead. *pout*


Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: The hum of my hard drive

I so do. I have a baby shower to go to in a few hours and have I gotten a gift and card? No. I lag. I should have done it yesterday but I didn't.

The husband stayed home after his abortive attempt to make it to Seattle so we ended up taking a nice little nap. Got back up at 12:30 and I had some stuff to do so I left him at home so I could run errands. I was gone for a while so when I got home and walked in the door he presented me with his hard-on. He had been perving on porn while I had been gone lol. He was in his chair at his desk so I said give me one sec and grabbed 2 throw pillows from the couch (hardwood floors aren't easy on the knees) and then sucked him off, nice and slow. It was lovely. He was happy. I was happy.

After futzing around for a bit we both decided we were sick of sitting at home and we decided to go grab a coffee. We headed to Starbucks and had some caffeine and chatted with friends (he had brought a laptop and cam with him). It was getting late and our kid was at my parent's house for the day and they were going out to dinner so we opted to go out as well. Some days you just don't feel like being home, so we went to my favorite Chinese place. My best friend and I go there at least twice a month and my hubby had never been there. They are known for their hand-pulled noodles and noodle soups which are served in bowls big enough to swim in lol. I had the won ton soup with noodles and he had chicken with string beans and we shared some potstickers. It was fucking delicious and so worth a 20 minute drive from home.

There were a couple of shops we cruised thru after dinner and then we went to pick up our son and come home as it was getting late. It was a really nice day, sadly I didn't bother to consider getting that damn baby shower gift while we were out and about, so I have to get dressed and go do that now. Pffft.


Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: The hum of my hard drive

That was a quick trip to Seattle!

My husband's flight was delayed and then something broke on the plane so they tried fixing it and then took everyone off the plane. So much for that. By the time he could find another flight it would be worthless for him to go up there as there wouldn't be much time for him to work. So ticket voided and I went and picked him up and he is home now. Just made him a sandwich and maybe we will take a little nap in a few.

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: The hum of my hard drive

I dropped my husband off at the airport early this a.m. He had an unexpected trip to Seattle to fix some network or some such for his company. At least he won't have trouble finding a Starbucks lol. I am kind of nervous but that happens all the time when I know a loved one or friend is getting on a plane. I am terrified to fly; I just hate it, so I get anxious when people I care about are in the air. It's 8:12 now so he should be taking off in 15 minutes. I will be on edge till he calls when he lands. Yeah it's silly for me to be this way, I know.

T&K (the couple I talked about in yesterdays entry) are keen to find a time that we can hook up. I was chatting with T yesterday and he joked that tonight would be perfect. My husband gets home at 6:30p.m. relaxes for a half hour and then we would be good to go lol. He was joking around of course but it was tempting as the next date that would work for all of us is the 22nd of September. Unfortunately tonight wouldn't work as we couldn't get a sitter on so short a notice. Plus I know after dealing with some fucked network and traveling I doubt my poor hubby would be up for an all night sex session. He wants to fuck K so bad but it will just have to wait.

I myself don't think I could have taken it tonight anyhow. I woke up pretty sore. Haven't had that happen in a while. He fucked the hell out of me last night. First with me on top and then from behind. I still have a couple little bruised spots on my hip and ass from where he was gripping me. It felt great till after we finished and then I was feeling kind of ouchy and this morning I was a little on the well-used and tender side and it is a little bit uncomfortable to sit. No tight jeans or shorts for me today, looks like I will be wearing something soft and baggy lol. I am thinking about bagging on the gym today as well. I don't think it would be very comfy to be sitting on an excercise bike or doing the elliptical today. Maybe I will sit on a pillow or an ice pack instead lol.

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: The Waterboys "The Whole Of The Moon"

We had dinner with T&K last night. It was a blast. They are so much fun and we just talked and talked till we looked around and realized we were the last 4 people there besides the poor wait-staff! We had closed down the restaurant! I bet those waiters were wishing we had left hours ago lol. This couple is gonna be a lot of fun, I can't wait to hook up with them. It is just going to be a matter of schedules and scheduling. We also need to fit in another playdate with A & C as well. It is gonna be tough as we all have kids and the kids have stuff going on, etc etc. Plus school is starting back up so that has been my main focus. Get the kids back in school and let the dust settle and then we can all get out our calendars and pencil in some fun.

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Third Eye Blind "Jumper"

Why is it that when I feel the least like being social and the most like being a couch potato that I seem to rack up a large amount of social commitments? Why is that?

I am so not in the mood for any of it. We have a dinner tonight, I have a lunch on Friday, a baby shower on Saturday and then next week has 2 more dinners, a lunch and I have a show on the Sunday. I am in the mood for none of it. I just want to sit somewhere quiet with a book and read or just sit and contemplate my navel. I don't want to see anyone or talk to anyone, I just want to be left alone. Perhaps it is the feelings of a blue funk nibbling at my toes; the thought of my birthday in a few days has really bummed me out, but I don't know for sure. Perhaps it is the lack of good sleep that is making me this way. I have had night after night of bad or disturbing dreams and I have lost count how many times I have woken up and felt unsettled. I only wish I could remember what the dreams were about, it is frustrating and troubling.

Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Radiohead "Karma Police"

I have a case of 'cock on the brain' today. No matter what I am doing such as loading the dishwasher or folding laundry, all I can think of are cocks. I want to rub my face all over a stiff cock. I want to lick it and suck it and nip it with my teeth. I want to take it all into my mouth and feel it pulse and throb. I want my mouth filled with so much cum that I can't gulp it all down so it dribbles from my chin, down to my neck.

This is what I want right now.

Any questions...?

Didn't think so.


Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Sigue Sigue Sputnik "21st Century Boy"

Bored bored bored bored.

Horny horny horny horny.



Bad combo




Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: Audioslave "Set It Off"

We had a big argument today. A real stupid one (aren't they all?) but there was lots of yelling and slamming of doors. Even the best marriages are not problem free and everyone has a set-to now and again and today was our day. I have a temper as does my very Italian husband and some days we just butt heads.

Things were pretty strained till we both decided we had had enough. I don't know what happened but we both seemed to just give in and it was all over. Our son was not there to witness it, thankfully he was at my folks for the day, so we ended up in our room just laying on the bed and talking about this and that - you know how you try and forget all the mean things you both said and move forward - that kind of idle chit-chat.

We ended up on the subject of what I had gotten while I was shopping today (a nice mild topic). I had just thrown the bags on the bedroom floor while we had been in mid-fight and they had sat there for a while unnoticed amid the shouting. It was a bag from Frederick's and he was very intrigued as to what I had gotten and asked to see it. "It" is a black satin corset with red lace trim, garters and stockings to match. He had an instant bulge in his pants the minute I took it out of bag, and I got his complete attention when I decided to try it on for him. No more 'cold war' lol, things were warming up rather quickly.

I stripped down and got into the whole ensemble: corset, stockings, and slutty high heels. He just stared at me like a starving man looks at a steak. I decided to have a little fun and he took off his pants and I started to suck him off. I was enjoying it (as was he) but I was in the mood for something in particular so I stopped sucking long enough to ask him if he wanted to fuck me in the ass. He nodded yes. I asked him if he wanted to fuck me in the ass while I was wearing my outfit. He couldn't get that lube out fast enough lol! So there I was; face down on the bed, still in that corset and stockings AND the heels with my bare ass in the air. I swear he was so hard I was worried it wasn't gonna bend enough to go in but it did, oh yes indeedy it did. He fucked the hell out my ass and it was GOOD. It was make-up sex at it's best: aggressive, hard, fast and just this side of angry - just what is needed to work out all the lingering fight left in you. The only thing that would have made it better was me getting my hair yanked while he was nailing me but I wasn't thinking of that at the time. I had a fantastic orgasm and a couple minutes later he filled my ass full of cum. It was just what we needed I think. Worked it all out in more ways then one. Heh. All is well now, and we decided to go out to our favorite BBQ place for dinner and I spent a nice time all blissed out from sex and eating. Everyone is happy and everything is good, things always work out in the end.

BTW, I will be taking pics this weekend of me in the outfit mentioned above. Don't know whether they will be posted here or in my gallery, haven't decided...


Puurrs to all,

Currently listening to: My Chemical Romance "Helena"
Puurrs to all

I get a few unsolicited PM's every week, in addition to my regular peeps that I correspond with. It's still nice to know that someone is stumbling across my pics, buried though they are since I haven't put up any new pics in like forever. However I have started to see a slightly odd trend in a bunch of these PM's.

Perhaps it is the time of year - school is coming back into session and all - but I seem to be getting a lot of PM's from young men who have asked me to help them lose their virginity. On one hand I am gratified that they would consider me for the task, but the other part of me is seriously creeped out and concerned. I would absolutely never do this, mind you, my moral compass doesn't tip that direction. I don't do the infidelity thing in the least. Yes I fuck other guys and other women but that is within the context of swinging only. I would never go off alone and fuck somebody. Yes a very skewed morality I suppose, but it is how I roll. If my husband woke up today and decided he was done with swinging I would never open my legs for another person other than him ever again, and I wouldn't complain. I love my husband and I respect him too much to ruin our relationship for some random cock-on-the-side.

Which takes me back to the whole virgin thing. I say the same thing to all of them; that while I am flattered, etc etc, my husband and I swing so we only play with couples; good luck, etc etc. I am always polite, I was raised that way. Most of them are also polite but a few try either the guilt trip or the cock-on-the-side factor, saying shit like you don't have to tell your husband, we can sneak around blah blah blah. Those tick me off some. I mean really, coming from a 22 year old dude - I am old enough to be his mother for chrissake! And the encouraging cheating thing is just wrong. Why would I endanger my marriage for a 22 year old cock with zero dick control that is attached to a person who has probably never seen a clitoris in real life? Sorry but that does not sound attractive to me in the least.

Sometimes I wonder what their reasoning is. Is it: well she swings so she will fuck anything, or is it: she must be one of those bored and horny milfs, or is it just: well she is butt naked on a porn site so she must be a slut. Well newsflash boys, I may be considered a milf and yeah I am horny but I am far from bored. And yeah I do fuck other people but I am very very choosy. I don't fuck just anyone. I am not into the random stranger fucks at all. Nope. Not my thing. So that kind of negates the whole slut thing I suppose. Makes me wonder if these young doods have seen American Pie one to many times. They are too young to know who 'Mrs. Robinson' is, but I guarantee you they know who 'Stifler's Mom' is lol.

Another thing that gives me pause is that these guys would happily give it up with some random person they have never met, know nothing about, from a porn site! Holy moly! Could that not be anymore dangerous??? Why aren't they out getting to know 'real' people and having 'real' relationships? I would have never ever fucked some random guy to lose my virginity. I fucked my boyfriend, whom I loved, so it meant something to me I guess. Does it not mean anything to people anymore? Am I outdated in my thinking? Granted I did lose my virginity when I was 16 which was 20 years ago so I guess times change or maybe I am just getting old


Purrs to all,

Currently listening to: K's Choice "Not An Addict"