I love ma dummy.

Too bad we forgot the camera at the shop. He was actually in a pic taking mood night before last.

Maybe next time.

xoxox

There's been a HUGE anti-mod movement going around lately, and I wanted to throw my two cents into the ring.

Remember, oh, about 8 or 9 months ago? When everyone was complaining about the lack of mods in chat, and for pics? Yes, much gnashing of teeth and fists were shook at the NN gods.

So, what did NN and support do? They made more mods! And all was right in the NN-universe again. Until now.

Let me give you a quick peek into what it's like to be a moderator: It's a lot different than most may think. The entire site changes when you're given your boots. Chat isn't just a place to hang out anymore so much. You have to pay attention to everyone, keeping an eye out for infractions. Perving is a thing of the past, becoming more of a chore than the viewing of flesh. It's hard to even browse blogs or the forum, as I'll get NN chat messages or even from NN friends on FB/MSN/and Yahoo asking for imput about a suspicious pic or a problem in chat.

I'm seriously not complaining here folks. Nor am I speaking for ALL mods on this. I, like every other mod signed up for the job. We ASKED for it! I don't know about the rest of them, but I love this site. And I signed up because I wanted to help make it a better place for everyone to enjoy.

What do we get for it? Abuse from other members, complaints when we are just doing our jobs. Here's an idea. If you think a moderator has been unfair in their treatment of you, report them! We have rules we have to follow just as every member does here. I won't say that every mod is perfect, and that one or more might take advantage of the limited power we're given. Not in the least. I'm just saying if you have an issue with a mod, rather than slag them off in a blog, or on status or forums, be an adult (I know, shocking concept) and report them. Here....I'll even make it easy for you:
[url]http://www.sitesupportsystem.com/[/url]

Click that link, Hit the "Ask a new question" option, and fill out the form. I guess that's the end of my rant. I wanna repeat a few points tho. I didn't write this as a "Poor me, look how hard I have it" blog. I wrote it to vent and to inform. I love NN (the site, not the person, I've never met the man) and I want everyone to have fun and enjoy the site to the full extent.

Got durday on cams with Dum last night. We actually announced it on status this time, so there was a good size crowd viewing. Weren't actually paying attention to what was being said in the room, but looking this morning, I do believe our next show will be "friends only". There were more than a few assholes commenting. Ah well, pretty normal for NN.

Thanks for those of ya'll who did watch! Glad we were able to entertain

All kinds of drama lately on NN. I've managed to dodge most of it.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Still kinda hiding out. I ventured into chat yesterday, if only because a mod was needed and someone caught me on NN messenger before I turned it off. I still pop in every few days. Check forums, etc.

I got a new tattoo a few weeks ago. Sadly, there won't be any pics for at least a month. It got infected almost exactly a week after I got it, and the care I've been having to give it has pretty much destroyed the tatt. The artist felt super bad about it getting infected, even tho it was no fault of his own. Had it been a dirty shop, or bad ink, or something that was under his control, the infection would have shown up much much earlier than it actually did. Discussing the after care I did, we pretty much determined it was a combination of tainted lotion (It had been pulled off the shelf 8 months ago due to it breeding bacteria after it was opened), and possibly pet dander. Who knows. It's healing nicely now, thanks to some special wash the artist gave me, and some antibiotics a co-worker gave me. Once the infection's gone and the tatt's healed, the artist told me he'd go back and repair what damage was done.

Oh! and to round out the month nicely, I broke my finger. lol. If it was my left hand, it'd be better. But it's my right hand ring finger. Which will make work tomorrow super fun.

I hope your January has been better. And roll on Feb!

Finally a day off. Planning on doing some laundry, and maybe posting some more pics from the shoot the other night. My sister-in-law's here for today and half of tomorrow. I'm not a happy camper. =/

Wouldn't be so bad if I had to work. Lol.... Ah well...it's only once a year right?

My standard reply NOW to friend requests from people I've never heard of......


Sorry, but I'm not accepting your friend request. You've never:
filled out your profile
sent me a PM
commented on a pic/vid
commented on a forum post OR created one
commented/liked any status post
done ANYTHING to make me know who you are.....



..... yea.

So, everyone knows Vaska's penchant for eating..well....everything (especially if it's mine). Knowing this, I've learned to keep anything I like or want to keep whole off the floor and well away from her sharp teeth.

I routinely switch back and forth between my Dr. Martens and my Chuck Taylors. I keep whatever pair I'm NOT wearing on top of the dresser in the family room. Today, I get home to find the She-xxxxx ATE MY FUCKING BOOT! I literally cried. Great big heaving snot bubble inducing sobs. This isn't just any pair of Docs. I've had them for over 7 years. They've been with me through everything.. bad stuff and good stuff. I've hitchhiked in them, worn them to funerals, weddings, baby showers. I had planned to retire them next year. Put them in my shoe bin, and pull them out from time to time when I got the hankering for my trusty dustys.

This is my new keychain:


I am currently ignoring the dog. She's done an unforgivable, and while I know I'll get over it, it WILL take some time.

Meanwhile, I'm looking for a new pair. I'll never be able to replace the one's I've lost....but I don't feel like myself without a pair. I wish I was still in England. They're SO much cheaper there. In the US they range between $100-$150 a pair.

Just a sad, sad day.

Before I came to NN, I dealt with earth-shatteringly painful shyness, as well as severe issues with the way I saw myself.

Even though you could count my ribs, I thought I was too heavy. My breasts too small, my nose too big. My teeth crooked, my skin pale, my knees too knobby.

My ex found NN and talked me into posting. Slowly, over the years, and with the help of many many wonderful people here, I found beauty in myself, my inner strength, and my intelligence. NN lead me to my Dummy. And NN introduced me to people I jokingly call "real-life" friends, but who are, in truth, people whom I count among my most cherished relationships.

All this stems from a video I found online. A poetry slam. I wish someone could have shown me this 20 years ago. When I was 12 and about to embark on the long road of self-discovery, heavily tainted by society's view on what's considered..."Pretty"

Please take a moment and watch this... it's powerful. It's true.


I hope you already know how to wear joy.

Got outta work early. Got Ruben coming over tonight for the Sons of Anarchy finale. Got a new printer at work (FINALLY!). Got a beer in my hand. Got my fingers on my new laptop (HP Pavilion G series, 17.3" HighDef screen). Got my baby by my side, and everything is jusssssssssssssssssssssst fine.

=D