lil sis
Gift Premiumi enjoy many interests including playing the bass, painting, sculpting, and being naked. i would live naked if the law allowed it.
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Sunday, June 18, 2006, 3:58:32 PM- Got a new do | ||||||
i got my hair cut off yesterday. Shaved in fact. i love it. Posted a few pics of my new do this morning. Everything is fine here at the Perverted Onion on Wishka Dreams. p made a strawberry rhubarb pie the other day that is a slice of heaven. My diabetes is under control, and work is going ok. i am going to buy a new car soon. It is a 2007 Yaris. It is so ugly it is cute. Hugs to all. | ||||||
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Sunday, June 18, 2006, 6:18:16 AM- Been busy | ||||||
i have not blogged in awhile, but i have been busy. i may find time later, but wanted to just pop in and say i am still alive. lol | ||||||
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Monday, May 15, 2006, 6:10:05 PM- To spank or not to spank, that is the question. | ||
Yesterday we worked in the garden and yard and had a good day filled with sunshine and making things grow. i grew my self some. Sir decided we would go out to dinner to celebrate Mothers Day. i took my shower first and was dressed in a size three cocktail dress all black and made of satin. It fits my form on top and has ruffles around the bottom and goes to just above me knees. i wore come fuck me boots to complete the outfit. They are black and go to my thighs and look painted on, tight leather with 4 inch heels. i was looking in the mirror after Sir and pauline complimented me on my dress, and said, as i turned to look at my ass. "i look like a stuffed sausage in this dress." Sir immediately began looking for the paddle. He instructed pauline to bend over a chair. she gripped the arms and bent to receive my punishment. Sir is creative in His delivery of discipline. sis and i both love to be spanked, so if He spanks us for misbehaving it is more like a reward then anything. He developed a plan that is wicked and effective. When i mess up, pauline gets spanked and i have to watch, and vice versa. i stood behind Sir as He whacked pauline’s bottom. i got so excited as her behind turned red and thrilled at the sound of each smack. i was wet instantly and whimpering, wanting so badly to be in paulines position. Sir finished spanking pauline and went to take His shower after giving pauline permission to cum and allowing me to be the one to bring her to orgasm for as long as she wanted. It was a pleasure to finger her and make her cum. It was absolute torture to hear her moaning in pleasure and feel her kegal muscles contract on my fingers. The room filled with the heavenly scent of her pleasure and i was in complete agony. i wanted to cum so bad, but Sir had not given me permission, and i knew was not likely to for a while. pauline sat down for a while after she came. i sat on the floor and laid my head on her lap and she stroked my hair as tears of frustration ran down my face. i could not sit still or be silent. i tried to distract myself by puttering on my laptop, but i was so hot and wet between my legs, all i could think about was how i was never going to say another disparaging thing about myself again. Sir came in from His shower and it was my turn to comb out His wet hair. i love doing this. His hair is long down His back and feels so silky in my hands. i enjoy rubbing it across my face and cleavage and usually am so excited that i am begging to cum before i get the tangles free. Today was not different, i was so excited and ready to burst, but i was being punished, so i did not waste my breath. Sir chucked after a while and asked me if i thought His hair was combed enough yet, because i was taking my time stroking and playing in it. i had been whimpering and making the monkey sounds He loves to tease me about. He says i sound like a monkey when i get…er…excited. i sat down in my chair and tried to continue what i was doing on my laptop, making noise the whole time. i can’t help it. i tried to be quiet, it just is so hard to do. Sir asked pauline if i had been making these sounds while He had been in the shower and she confirmed that i had been. He turned to me and asked if i understood why i was being punished. i said i did. It was because i had been critical of my self and made an unkind comment about my appearance. He tsked and turned to pauline saying that my little pouty face was so cute, and chucked. He asked me if i thought that He would stand by and listen to anyone else make negative comments about one of his most prized possessions. i said No Sir. He turned to pauline and reminded her that if she had any plans to get in to trouble on purpose to get me spanked He would know and neither of us would get it. She laughed and said she had thought about it, but knew better. lol Sir said He was going to let me stew in my own juices until after dinner, then He would consider letting me have the orgasm i was wanting so badly. He laughed at the sad look on my face, and listened as pauline said that she did not think i would be able to eat in such a tortured state of mind. He considered everything pauline said and decided to be generous. He asked if i was going put myself down again. He said that i am perfect. That He loves me just the way i am and that by saying bad things about me, i was saying that His value of me was wrong. i apologized and assured Him that i would not continue to speak poorly of myself, and He rewarded me for learning this lesson. He let pauline bring me to orgasm. i sat on a stool in front of her, and she made me cum hard and fast. When i got up, a newspaper i had sat on was stuck to my bottom. i had made it wet and sticky. i thanked Sir and pauline. i just have to keep reminding myself that Sir would not waste His time. i am worthy of His love and attention, if i were not i would not be here. i am beautiful and should develop the habit of seeing that instead of trying to find fault with myself. Sir got my anklet fixed, i had been missing it. i have it back on to remind me of their love for me and that i am owned by a loving kind couple, who want only the best for me. i know He will not always be so easy on me, and i am willing to accept that. i never thought this life was going to be easy, but anything in life worth having is not easy. i love you Sir and pauline. | ||
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Sunday, May 14, 2006, 3:57:54 AM- i am feeling better | ||||||
Thank you all for the well wishes and hugs sent in PM's and comments. i have been working in the yard today with Sir and slutsrus. Got some sun, had some fun, and a new day has begun. lol Tomarrow i will try to find a bit of time to pamper myself and to do my nails. i love being all pretty and done up. Next week we are going out to a swingers get together with a bunch of freinds if sluts feels up to it. Whew hoo. i have to figure out what i am going to do with my hair. i want to wear a velvet deep purple evening gown that i put my own punk mark on with lots of safty pins and it is going to be fun. Sir says He wants me to sing 2 songs on stage. i do it to please Him. i love to sing, but i get self concious, because i don't think i am very good at it really. He says He loves to hear me sing, so for Him i will do my best. | ||||||
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Monday, May 8, 2006, 6:31:52 PM- My sugar level is down today | ||||||
Whew hoo, i tested 129 this morning. The doctor says i should expect to be cranky and ill in mood swings as i go through sugar withdrawls, but i am ready. i am hoping to keep it down and under control for good this time. Sir is setting up a reward system for me to keep me on track with my goals. He says He does not want to set me up for failure so i am to take baby steps and acheive weekly goals and build up to the big one. i want to get my clit hood and nipples pierced. It is not going to be easy living with 2 such sweet people. snickers i love you Sir and pauline. Thank you for your support and encouragement. | ||||||
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Sunday, May 7, 2006, 4:13:18 PM- BBQ | ||||||
We had our fisrt BBQ of the season last night. p cut pork steaks and Sir cooked them to perfection. p made corn on the cob,(home grown) and pork and beans she doctored from the can, put out pickles,(hg) and baked potatoes(hg). i made the deviled eggs (hg) and acorn squash (hg). We were all so full by then end of that meal, and still have left overs to last a few more days. i find it gratifying that most of what we eat here is grow by p. she is a great cook and makes everything with love. she bakes her own bread, makes jam and noodles, her own sauces and near everything that can be bought in the grocery. she is superchef, and amazing artist in the kitchen, her best gravy is made in the bedroom though. lol i love p. she ia amazing and beautiful, sexy and desirable, smart and generous, loving and awsome. i would follow her anywhere and do anything she asks of me. she is my wonderful sissy and the matriarch of our house hold, both slave to Master and queen of the kitchen. i serve her as i do Sir, for they are One to me and i know it pleases Him when i please my love p. | ||||||
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Saturday, May 6, 2006, 7:58:06 PM- i feel icky today | ||||||
i am going to try to pamper my self today in the hope of feeling better. i am not ill, just retaining water and crampy, hormonal. That is code for menstrual. i was inspired by my own blog yesterday and want to try a new artsy fartsy idea. i went outside yesterday to police slutsrus's garden for glass and big rocks so she is safe when she is in it working her magic on the soil to grow the vegetables we love so well here. i was wearing head phones and started dancing to the music the radio was playing. Got lost in the music and used a post that holds the fence around the garden in place as a stripper pole. Later Sir shattered my belief that my silliness had gone unnoticed by commenting on how much He had enjoyed watching me dance in the sun, and how He was disappointed to return home from bringing slutsrus home from the dentist, and not find me still there. He sees every little embarrassing thing i do and makes me feel good and proud for having done it. He uplifts me and makes me see value in myself where i had previously seen only what i viewed as negative characteristics. So when i say i am proud to be a slut, He makes me so. i owe so much of my growth to Him. So much of the positive self image and pride in myself that i carry with me now, giving me power to face the negative forces in my day to day live, have come to me through His and pauline's lessons and encouragement. Thank you Sir and pauline for seeing me for who i am and accepting me for it, and for helping me to do the same. i love you both very much. | ||||||
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Friday, May 5, 2006, 7:13:21 PM- Blossoms | ||||||
The trees out side of my window are covered in tiny flowers. The wind blows and it becomes a storm of petals against my window. They rain against the screen, beaten and crushed they fall to the ground to form a dainty carpet. I long to walk through them in my bare feet, feeling with my skin their sofy kisses and velvet touch. Allowing them to stick to my skin like they cling to the screen over the window, and decorate my feet with their softness. i wish they were strong enough to make a dress from, making an outfit with tiny flower corpses, scented lightly with their lifes elixer. Celebrating their passing with appreciation and marking their sacrifice for the fruit the trees will bare later. i love this place. i have found a home, a life, with love where i too can blossom and later bare my own fruit of a happy life lived in joy and sharing. There is love here unlike most will ever experiance. i am fortunate. i am loved. i am happy. | ||||||
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Wednesday, May 3, 2006, 4:58:29 PM- Today is going to be a good day because... | ||||||
i woke up loved. i woke up loving. i belong to Sir and p. i have an appointment for a papsmear. The sun is shining and the birds are singing. i have friends who care about me. i care about others. There are endless possibilities for learning today. i have the ability to forgive others. i am happy. i am satisfied. i am sexy. i am me. | ||||||
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Monday, May 1, 2006, 5:53:35 PM- Home sweet home | ||||||
We just got home from our trip. We went to Colorodo for a doctors appointment for p. Total waste of time that was, but the trip it's self was fun. i flashed truckers and laid in the back seat with my short skirt lifted and my top down. i had to keep from burning and used the sun screen Sir and p insisted i pack to its fullest. Could not have my passion box burned by the suns kisses, lol. Sir said He knew when i was applying a new coat because He heard the excited whimpering, (monkey sounds) coming from the back seat. i licked my lips at on trucker as we passed him and his eyes grew to the size of saucers. He followed us for a few miles, trying to keep our pace, but we drew further ahead with each second and he was soon eating our dust. p said she thought the truckers were calling ahead and telling others to look for our car because it seemed every truck driver we passed for a while looked directly in the back seat. lol We went to a lot of resturants, but one that stuck in my mind was Chili's in Colorado Springs. There was a server there that we enjoyed flirting with. He was very attentive and spent quite a bit of time at our table. we had a friend of Sir and p's with us and she was a blast. She told the server that she missed the wild parties at Sir and p's, where clothing was optional. He looked at p for confirmation and she smiled and nodded. He began asking where we were stating and asking if he could come home with us. lol When it was time to go i quietly told him that the seat i was sitting in would need to be wiped before another customer used it. He asked why and i lifted my skirt and told him because i don't wear panties. i thought he was going to have a heart attack. We took lots of pictures, including p and i enjoying the sun at a scenic veiw rest stop. i hope to post some when p gets them done. Hope every one had as great a time as we did last week. Keep those camera's clicking. lil' sis | ||||||
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