lil sis
Gift Premiumi enjoy many interests including playing the bass, painting, sculpting, and being naked. i would live naked if the law allowed it.
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Sunday, April 23, 2006, 3:20:57 PM- i belong | ||
i was given a gift today. i also gave a gift. Sir asked me for my attention and said what He wanted would require that i be naked. i disrobed and knelt on the pillow as i was directed before pauline, as she sat so regal in her chair. Sir told me that pauline had something to tell me and He sat back as she began. i thought this is serious as i knelt before her. pauline began to laugh and told Sir she was unsure how to start. OK i thought this can't be bad, she is laughing. They discussed how they had discussed who was going to tell me earlier, while i squirmed and waited for the discussion to begin. i sat there struggling not ask and push for answers. i waited as pauline reminded me of her post the other day and mentioned my comment on it. The one saying she and Sir are one and i am submissive to her as well as Sir. i recalled it well and told her so. she asked if i still felt the same way. i was getting confused. i asked do you mean since yesterday, did i change my mind? she said no since the beginning. Do you still want to be here with us, do you still want to be our sub? Yes i told her. Thinking what is she getting at? Doesn't she know more than anything i want to be a part of this family? i want to be a slave to Sir and serve them both. she asked me if i remembered the basic rules of the house hold. i was even more confused. i thought maybe i was about to be reprimanded for something i did wrong, what i could not figure out. Sir took over. He said sis you know how you told us you wanted to become a slave someday, and you think it will be some blissful occurrence? i was on the brink of tears in my confusion. Yes Sir i responded. He told me i still had a way to go before i would be ready to gift myself to them and be ready to give total control of all my decisions to Him. i still had a lot of reading and research to do. i was beginning to feel better as he continued saying that he still wanted to show me that He appreciated the growth and learning i have achieved. pauline pulled out a symbolic unity anklet, as Sir told me if i was willing to accept it, it would be our symbol of my commitment to them as i continue to grow and take steps to realize my goal of becoming His slave. i was speechless, tears streaming down my face as i struggled to take off my sock and put my ankle up where pauline could put it on me. Sir laughed and reminded me i had not answered. i wanted to shout to the mountains, yes Sir i willingly gift myself to you and p, i want this with every fiber of my being. All i could manage was yes. p struggled with the clasp and finally it was on. i am so happy. i belong. i belong to Sir and p. i love them and know that when i continue on this path, the rewards i desire, to be an owned slave is obtainable. The chain is sterling silver, interwoven chains. i love silver, but i love the symbol of this precious gift more. Thank you Sir and pauline. | ||
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Thursday, April 20, 2006, 10:45:00 PM- Subspace cherry | ||||||
My subspace cherry was taken today. While i was away i bought Sir a paddle from the Company store. It has my work logo on it. He decided to try it out on my bottom today. First He tweaked my nipples He and pauline discussed how my body is changing, since i came to be with them here. My nipples are getting larger and really stand out when they get hard. They have been tugging and pulling at them to make me cum. During their discussion i am ready to burst with Sirs some what divided attention. i am making my little horny sounds and twitching with the need of release and begin begging for permission to orgasm. Denied. Ouch how harsh. i am was not to disappointed because i know He is going to spank me soon and i will be given permission then. Sir knows i am impatient when it comes to cumming. i have a hard time waiting. i cum fast and hard, but the longer He makes me wait the more powerful the orgasm is. He told me to turn around and bend over and i obeyed immediately. He began with gentle whacks across both cheeks and i felt the tingling sensation of my orgasm as it threatened to over whelm me. i began begging again immediately. i knew i would not be able to hold back much longer. i love spankings. Sir granted me permission now that He was spanking me and i came. He continued swatting my ass with the paddle, bringing a new wave of pleasure filled pain to me with every smack. He increased the intensity and began spanking me a bit harder now that my butt was warmed up. The orgasms overcame me over and over, i was hard pressed to find where one was ending and the next beginning. My brain began to friz. It was unraveling and loosing clarity as i began slipping into a haze. i was afraid and began struggling a bit as i lost my footing and collapsed into pauline’s lap. i was suddenly on my knees with my head in her lap and my tender ass presented to Sir. He continued to slap my ass cheeks in turn causing more pleasure to unfold in my body. i did not think i could take any more when pauline began stroking my hair and telling me in her soothing voice to let go. Go with the feeling and find my space. i focused on her voice and soon was floating in my own mind. i could still hear the spanking going on, but was a puddle to relaxed even to react. i heard Sir comment on my gapped pussy and how pretty it was, with my legs spread so wide and inviting. He stopped spanking me as the phone rang. It was for pauline, she began talking as i floated there, my face buried in her lap, hearing but unable to connect. i felt Sir drape something warm over my naked exposed body and heard His steps as He left the room, then return. The cool draft alerted me to His lifting of the blanket he had put over me. i was not chilled long as He pressed His warm body against my back side and began to enter me. He admonished me to be quiet because pauline was on the phone and i was able to move my head enough to bury my face between her legs to muffle any cries i may exclaim while Sir fucked me. pauline stroked my hair as she continued her conversation and my space was opening to wider proportions. i grunted a few times and was hushed, my hot breaths made pauline squirm in her chair and i came again as Sir made use of my pussy. i thought it was impossible to cum while in sub space. It was a different kind of orgasm. A deep humming kind of throb that rippled through out my being, not the crashing waves of a sea tempest storm i usually experience. Sir gifted me His orgasm and i slumped even further. i was so relaxed and out of it i ended up on the floor i think, at pauline’s feet. i was recovered and allowed to lay there for about and hour, before they assisted me to the bedroom and snuggled with my body as my brain drifted. i was in a rainbow, not like any i have ever seen. The colors blended and swirled like an oil slick and they were not rainbow colors. It was unlike colors i have seen before. They were colors my mind created or some that only exist in another dimension. i know that sounds hoaky, but i don’t know how else to describe it. i was aware of my surroundings somewhat. i could hear Sir and pauline as the talked around my space and i knew i was in bed intsead of the floor now, but my body was not really a part of me for awhile. i felt totally safe. my brain was just drifting, floating in a relaxed state that i had never been in prior to today. i drifted off to sleep after a bit and woke up feeling refreshed and awesome. i want to go again. i was afraid at first to let go. It took a lot of trust for me to allow my self to experience this. i knew that Sir and pauline were going to be there for me, and i am so glad i did. i was invited to go on their trip with them. i am so excited. i got permission from work. Whew hoo, road trip. | ||||||
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006, 9:35:01 PM- Busy busy busy | ||||||
Whew hoo, my income tax check came in the snail mail yesterday. i am rich...NOT. Ha ha. Really i am, in the important area's in my life. i am rich in love and in spirit. The love i am gifted everyday by slutsrus and Shaughn is overwhelming and makes my love bank over flow. i feel like Donald Duck's rich uncle swimming in his vault. i love you Sir and p. You enrich my life and have shown me the true value of my self and my love. i gift that love to you and know i will get a full return on my investment. I respect, honor and obey you both, and hope to develope the trusting bond you share between you as time brings us all closer and our bond is woven even tighter. i hope you both have a great day. | ||||||
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Monday, April 17, 2006, 6:07:22 AM- Cherry Fisting | ||||||
i took pauline’s fisting cherry today. i fit my hand inside her tight and wet pussy and Sir took pictures. i love being fisted, and D was happy to introduce me to the joys of it. Sir, pauline and i went to a get together with some friends, i was with t at the tome, but he wandered off at the beginning of the evening and missed most of it. D was there with his girl at the time A and she is beautiful. Over six feet tall, tattooed amizon, and a freak to boot. She breaks out this vibrator right in the middle of this pizza place/bar we are in and starts using it right there at our table. She was facing me and pauline was sitting beside her. She asked pauline to finger her and pauline obliged. she put a finger in A and i was enthralled, as i watched this going on in a public place. i began rubbing my own puss. i was facing the crowd, my back to the wall. i listened as A asked pauline to add fingers until she had her whole fist inside A’s pussy, and watched as pauline’s hand disappeared inside this woman. i had never seen anyone fisted before. i was hooked. When D and i began fucking, i begged him to fist me and he was happy to oblige. i love it. Sir has shown interest in fisting, but His hands are to big to fit pauline. He has tried but he just does not fit. my hands are a lot smaller. When we went to take a nap, hands get busy as they often do when we all climb in bed together. Sir asked me to see how many fingers i could get in side pauline while He rubbed her clit. Happily i jumped in counting off as each finger slipped in. i worried about hurting her and went very slowly and gently. Telling Sir what my fingers were doing inside of pauline. Playing piano motion, rotating wrist, come here finger…etc. she was so quiet i thought she was a sleep for a minute. she said later that she was overwhelmed with feelings and was just speechless. | ||||||
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Monday, April 17, 2006, 2:57:56 AM- Bondage Bunny | ||
(\___/) (='.'=) /. (" ("/ \... Smile | ||
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Sunday, April 16, 2006, 4:53:07 PM- Happy Easter | ||||||
The time of the great and powerful bunny has come. You know of whom i speek. The silly rabbit who lays eggs and hides them for all the children to find in celebration of the day Jesus was reincarnated as a cute, furry, egg laying, basket carrying, bow tie wearing, candy delivering idol to be worshiped in the commercialized fashion we seem to favor these days. So we make sure we have your best Easter bonnet on, and the fancy dress we spent so much to have, as we go to church, and wriggle in our seats waiting for the final amen, releasing us to run out side and begin the true meaning of spring. Finding eggs and prizes. Comparing our hunting skills and making others feel lessened by their lack of speed or searching ability by displaying our abundance of treasures, most of which will be forgtten or in the trash by the end of the week. We will go home to feast on candy and ham with all trimmings and at the end of the day when all our dishes are done and relatives have gone home, we will laugh at the TV as the spirit of easter is embodied in the commercial for some item we don't really need closes with that cute child dressed as a chicken says his line, "Thank you Easter Bunny...Bawk bawk!" | ||||||
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Saturday, April 15, 2006, 11:22:54 PM- my selfishness | ||||||
i love Sir and pauline so much. They make me feel so loved in return. i have so much respect for them and i am honored that they have welcomed me into their lives as i know they are proud that i have welcomed them into my own. i feel so safe here. i used to sleep very little and extremely lightly. Now embraced in their love, i sleep like a stone. We chatted for a bit last night as we snuggled and they reminded of a few weeks back. i went to bed before them and when they climbed into bed with me and wrapped me in their bodies. i got excited and humped them in my sleep. i came twice and did not wake up. lol i am so relaxed here. i really have come home. i am different, than p, but so like her too.. i love serving Sir and her. i find great satisfaction and rewards in doing so. i beleive that her level of slavery, servitude is so great, it is an honor to learn from her. she is so loving and giving. i feel selfish compared to her. i know we are not being compared by Sir. He just accepts us and loves us for ourselves. my selfishness comes from wanting to do everything for them and not take time of me, which they say is not a good thing. i struggle with this daily. i forget that i am important and have to take care of my own needs to make them happy. i know this sounds confusing. i guess i should think more on this and blog more on it later. i snuggled with Sir this morning. He was sitting in his chair and i sat on the ottoman with my head in His lap. He petted me, stroking my hair and scratching me behind my ears. i got very excited and began the compulsive monkey sounds He loves to tease me about. He says i should not dare to ever try to stop making them. He loves them, as does pauline, and i find them to be less embarrassing despite the teasing they give me about it. i got more and more aroused as he continued to caress me and before long i was pleading for His permission to cum. Once He granted it i was ready to burst and did. i sopped the ottoman thru the jeans i was wearing and started begging for another. He allowed me to have a second. i rubbed my face in his lap and felt Him growing under my moans and monkey pleasure orgasm sounds. Before long i was giving Him a blow job. i buried my face in His lap and the feel of licking his balls from around a mouth full of His cock made me cum over and over again. He gifted me a throat full of His hot jism and i thanked Him as i washed His dick before tucking him away in time for breakfast. | ||||||
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Thursday, April 13, 2006, 10:15:48 PM- | ||||||
i have not blogged in a few days. i am in Ohio participating in Hazardous Material Seminars. I will be so glad to go home on Friday. i made a vidio of me being freaked by me, while using a big dildo to send home to slut angels e mail, staring me. lol It took to long for me to cum. (*words i do not often say) The vid was 13 something and the mail would only let me down load 10 whatevers. The bastards. i should write yahoo an e mail telling them about my problem, just kidding. Well i have lots to do. | ||||||
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Monday, April 10, 2006, 12:17:47 AM- | ||||||
i had finally gotten a bit of impulse control where my mouth is concerned. i was, for most of my life, very introverted. i never spoke unless spoken to. Those words were spoken softly and short. My mind raced with things i would love to have said, but was to shy to speak aloud. When i finally started shaking the control of father from my feet like dust, i lost my reserve about speaking in public. The strangest things began to happen. i found my sense of humor. Twisted as it is, others often found reason to laugh. i discovered my own laugh. It was a joy to hear myself laugh and i loved making others laugh too. i kind of went over board in conversations. i had no boundaries and trying to be honest i often told people more than they wanted to know about me. This has been a bit of a struggle for me, but i am getting control of my mouth. Yesterday i went with Sir and pauline to pick up the new car. i was dressed in a blue lace mini dress that showed a hint of nipple and all my legs. It is tight and well fit at the top, hugging my breast and giving me great cleavage and flared at the bottom with buttons all the way down. i unbutton the bottom 3 buttons so it is “slit” to my crotch, with knee high stripper boots, black and gleaming, the effect is classic slut. i was smoking and i knew i looked hot with the appreciative stares i was getting. We pulled up to the car dealership and Sir opened the trunk of the jeep and assisted me out of it. We three entered the building and was shown to the office of the sales man working on getting the paper work done on the loan. There was some delay in getting the answer he wanted. He was soliciting several loan companies trying to get the best deal for Sir and pauline and was waiting on a response from some of the places he had contacted. Sir told him that He and pauline were going to drive me to the airport on Monday for my seminar on Haz in Ohio. He called me Muffin and the guy misheard Him and asked why He called me Muppet. i responded Muffin, but stopped before saying, “because i am sweet and moist.” See i am getting my mouth under control. lol i think i was censoring needlessly however, he made a comment that led me to believe he suspected the nature of our relationship. Sir said we were going to dinner in Ocean Shores, at a place He and pauline had gone to before. The sales man asked if we were going to this place he likes and after he described how to get there we agreed it was the same place. He said if we ate the clam chowder we should keep the windows rolled down on the way home so it would not smell like we had been misbehaving on the way home. lol Sir did not make us wait that long to “Christen” the car. She is elegant and sleek, classy and very regal. We named her Grace. Sir gave pauline and i permission to masturbate and cum before we made it home. i came first, big surprise. lol Sissy came louder. | ||||||
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Sunday, April 9, 2006, 5:33:37 AM- Tired | ||||||
i had a long night at work last night. i had a short but exhausting visit with an ex lover. Nothing physical, just emotional. i had a full day of activity today. i am tired. Sir and p picked up their new car today. i rode along. i am no longer riding in the trunk. i have graduated to the back seat. This car is so comfy. i fell asleep on the way home from the resturant we had dinner at in Ocean Shores, and i am falling asleep now. i'll post in more detail tomarrow. | ||||||
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