Well...ok...true I have been very sick. And unfortunately I still am. It wouldn't be so bad if I had help, but I just don't. But I am getting ready to reach out to perfect strangers, and just see what happens. According to Dr. Wayne Dyer, there are 6 billion people out there and someone will want to be of help. So it's my job to start writing some letters.

Secondly I have decided to take the alternative medicine route, but I will have to plan a fund-raiser because of course insurance doesn't cover and it is quite expensive. But I decided I could be indefinitely sick with Medicare doctors only treating my symptoms (allowing myself to hold onto a little money), or I could just roll the dice and be confident that I can recover my health....of course giving up the bit of security from that small amount of money...but hopefully being able to earn money once more.

First and foremost I am back though because I miss so many people here. Cool, md, depot, ralph, mel, only, english, alpina....and many more. I really really enjoy reading about other people's lives; I find it so interesting. And in addition I am always looking for the opportunity to meet new people because I have a big heart, and I know how to be a good and loyal friend. And even though so far my health has done a fabulous job shutting that down, I will not stop trying. My illness has really done a super job isolating me over the last year, but thanks to my ever ongoing research I found out I was on a drug which was making me very weak. And now that I have discontinued it, I at least have a little more strength now. Not nearly what I need, but this is definitely an indicator that things are a little better now.

Secondly I'm ready to write for myself again. Adversity has really taught me a lot, and I want to share. Will anyone care? I have no idea, but I am hopeful that someone may gain a little insight. And I always welcome insight and suggestions from others. True is I still have a long way to go, but honestly I do not want it to be by myself.

So I will write when I'm able, read when I'm able, and enjoy when able!

MISS YOU GUYS. I REALLY DO.

Always nice to be noticed. And finally getting to some emails, and I really hope this get to the intended recipients.

Been just terribly sick. And oh have I hated it. But slowly (obviously!) am trying to turn things around.

And if you have written to me, better believe I'm thinking of you. Your kindness puts you in a category that I think makes you the sexiest of all.

Hard bodied guy? Fabulous! Great looking man? Fabulous! Wealthy man? Fabulous! But kind, empathic, and generous man......PRICELESS!!! And that's the ticket of getting the best from me.

I am so lucky. Expect a PM soon.

Everyone please have a great weekend.

Sleep, sleep, and more sleep. Only up for the necessities. Take in food. Look over bills. And hate to say, but my home health girls are making me absolutely nuts these days. Therefore, I also spend a lot of time on how to improve this situation. My plan will take more time to implement. Months I'm sorry to say. But always nice to have something to look forward to.

I hope that there will be people who have sent PM's that will catch this today. Trying to hard to reestablish my cyber life, but it's coming along very slowly. But when I get the notifications in my email, always makes me feel like a million bucks. Great thing is...you know what you want. And I still know what I want. Yummy I know.

Hi to all, and hope your weekend has been a pleasant one.

Blogging. Difficult these days. I can't really say that things suck because I can't say that anything bad has really happened. It's just when I'm not doing well, I have too much time to reflect.

I did lose a "cheerleader" this week. That sucked of course. In my world I just can't get back with people the way I would like, and I know that's at least partly to blame. But regardless of reason, I know I'll greive that one for a little while.

Found out I have a Vitamin D deficiency. First...as well as incorrect...thing in my head was...OMG!! that's rickets. Then what? Scurvy??!! Next thing you know I'll be the focus of a Dr. Who episode!!!

-Old is when "getting lucky" means you find your car in the
parking lot.


Hope everyone has a good weekend.

Verification!! Verification!! NN Verification!!!

Have no idea why I always say certification. As if it qualifies me to give NN members CPR. (Not such a bad thought

I just wanted to say hi. I don't stay on very long these days, but have noticed that there are so many people blogging now. And this makes me happy. I so love the concept of our "community", and of course the more the merrier. But then there is the fact that I do not have time to read any blogs these days, but to my friends hope you know I'm with you in spirit. With some luck, hope to catch up soon. Hate to say, but just not feeling well at all these days. I just absolutely drag to get the most basic things done. And really I am a bit worried. You can't feel this bad and not wonder where it will eventually lead. But the goal is to get back to the upswing. I think about the things I haven't done yet. On this site, I lack NN certification. And granted seems like a small goal. But it's important to me.

Received this in my email today. Hope you enjoy:


HAPPY HOUR IN TEXAS

"MY KIND OF PLACE"

A cowboy is driving down a back road in Texas. A sign in front of a restaurant reads:

HAPPY HOUR SPECIAL

Lobster Tail and Beer

"Lord almighty" he says to himself, "my three favorite things."

(Road Trip??!!)

hey depot - care for your pussy on a plate??!!

Sorry for the interuption of my pussy cakes!!! But really, what a great party favor!!!

If it were me though, don't know if I would use this recipe. For all the non-chefs or people like me who just don't have the time, I think cake mix would suffice.