could not get back to sleep and so i realized it was a chance to up date my blog---which i did.

then i made the mistake (lol) of look at some vid and pics and the forum-----and it was instant----so horney and he was asleep. well one of my nn friends said alway keep a mini vib in your purse and i took her advice to heart. i had barely touch her and i came. long throbing spasm. omg, it was good but tooooooo quick and tooooooo fast. but sleep then came very easily.

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had a wonderful time in the sunshine of florida. saw so much wild life. it is mating time for the birds and they are in their full plumange and the newly hatched chicks are begging their parents for more and more food.

never made it to the beach for beach time. did some beach walking but no just sitting there watching the waves. and never got any bicycle riding time in. bummer---really wanted to.

our plans to go to the west coast got scratched---we decided we had just planned to do to much and it just become a trip to unpack and repack the car and so we spent extra time in st augustine and orlando.

did a eco tour---never think of florida as cattle country but it really is.

and if you every go to st augustine, you just have to go to the flager college tour. the college is housed in one of the orginal rich season (1890's) hotels and they still have the "ladies parlor" in its original condition and the dinning hall was the dinning room and all of the windows are tiffiny stained glass. you know, i think i could have gotten use to be pampered like that.

of course, we saw alligators. just waiting to have lunch.

and the shuttle launch pad----i am of an age that is just excited about space exploration. i know that for many it is just common place but i still remember alan shepard being lauched into space.

ate at a wonderful seafood resturant in titusville. fresh deep water shrimp from their own boats and fresh key lime pie. yummy. fresh always seems to taste better.

not as much loving as i wanted or needed but . . . oh well.

visited sea world in orlando----it is really amazing disney adds new parks and sea world reinvents itself. we first went there in 1985 and i am not sure there is anything the same as it was except for shamu and he is not in the same place.

mostly good weather driving down but it was puctuated by shear terror going though some intense rain storms.

got home and i swear we left and the leaves were just starting on the trees and now it is a jungle. so, lots of time with yard work and had to use the air conditioning to night.

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sammie alice

but am not getting a private time to update my blog--hubby bought a lap top and so now he spend time with me and my laptop and i can not do any perving without him seeing me. slipping this in before i leave for work.

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sammie alice

the villa we have overlooks a golf course. we have rain on the roof and the golf course is dry--go figure.

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to warm and sunny florida. may not be able to check in and keep up you and your blogging and pics, and i know that i will miss a lot of the doings of my friends i will check in when i can.

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sammie alice

i have read been reading the blogs about my friends and their experience with sexual assualt. every word i read about the violence they have endured just tears my heart out. and i am so thankful that my family was so protective of me and that i did not suffer the violence. and i am so amazed at all of the people who have not made the experience define them, rather they grown beyond it and not allowed them to be a victim or defined by the violence.

hugs to all

how is it that my hubby and daughter can sit in front of a computer almost motionless for hours and i am running around, trying to get ready to go on a vacation this coming week and then they ask if there is any thing that they can do!!!!!!!!!!

grrrrrrrrr

as i have mentioned, i am mrs. fix it in my house.

sring mean renewal. life starts again. and every piece of yard tool needs some 50 cent part to make it work. and the part means you have to take half of whatever apart and the spend an hour go to the store to get the part. grr---i love living in the country and would die if i moved but sometimes i think of how nice apartment living must be!!!

well, here goes.


if it shows up, this is picture of a white egret that i took in florida two years ago. he was fishing along the shore of lake hancock near polk city. we had found a county park with a ton of wild life and had spent the afternoon there.

hope this comes out ok. if it does, i will post another couple of pictures.

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i took my aunt to the doctor's today. she has demintia and is just a shell of herself. when she got back to her assisted living, i was shaking, the visit had been so difficult-she was so scared because she had no idea what was going on and could not remember minute to minute where she was . at the assisted living, there was a woman with her husband who has disappeared into the void, yesterday i saw him crawling on the floor ( this was not abuse at the assisted living, this was just his mental state, i could see the same movements that you see in a young child). so devestating and your heart just wants to bursts.

tim mcgraw did a song about cancer a few years ago. to my young friends here, his advice is so true. live everyday like you a are dying. love well and often, let the sun on your face, have joy. don't wait until the "golden years" because it can all change in an instant.

starry, i do not know how you deal with this everyday.


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