I feel like I get pissed off REALLY easily these days by stupid comments on NN. Someone told me I looked like I'd had kids, which I didn't appreciate. And then I get pissed off by random complimentary yet simpering comments too... I don't mean to be rude, but I can't help being pissed off before I can count to 10, the same as people don't give one thought to what they are typing to me before they've already clicked the send button.

I've become so jaded since joining this website, I feel like a part of me is sullied after all. I get e-mails like I'm some goddess touched down on earth, and that's what makes me angry most of all. I'm just a girl, and I'm just working, living my life, a little lonely, not always thinking the nicest thoughts (I don't mean sexual, get your heads out of the gutters), but try to be a good person. I don't like being put on a pedestal. I realize people here are on here because they're thinking about sex, but I just happen to post pictures on this website as well as having a regular life. Not sure whether it was a good idea when I started back at age 19, but it's too late to take it back now.


...P.S. My time in Japan is running out, so I'm all in a knot online and off. I promise the next post will be a cheerier one. Sigh!!!

So here are some new pictures finally, taken on my new camera with a tripod. Alas, it was a little dark in that room so the pictures are a bit grainy, to my chagrin!!! But they'll do The first few are more classy shots, and then it slowly degrades into nudity and a bit of fingering later, so never fear all you folks waiting for... I dunno, whatever it is you're waiting for

Um, yeah. So stay tuned, I'll post more over the next day or so. Enjoy!

xoxo

So, I am now kinda getting into Lady Gaga

I disliked her just 'cause of the annoying name and because I'm usually into classical music, and many of her songs start out sounding VERY annoying until you listen to them like 20 times in a row because your friend is obsessed...and all of a sudden here I am listening to it all by myself
Phew, that was a bit of a run-on sentence. Anyways, it's awesome dance music too, as I found out when I was drunk last week at an awesome bar when I made it up to the city. I was wearing a short black skirt, it was hot I miss dressing up to look killer.
Around these parts I'm a dowdy "big-boobed" English teacher in sweats and shoes that are falling apart. I need some way of finding myself some hot clothes so I feel better when I'm back in Canada. I also feel kinda like I've gained weight, or that my boobs have sagged when I wasn't looking. I dunno. Suffice to say that I'm pretty low in the self esteem department these days. Sometimes I think I look good, but having clothes that don't fit properly and no occasion to dress up leaves me feeling a bit blah.
It's a good thing I love food so much Tonight's menu: yellow Thai vegetable curry. Mmmmm!!!!! And now, back to listening to "Paparazzi", what a catchy song!!

xoxoxo

SO. HORNY.
I've cum four times in the past two days, but it's not enough!!!! I catch myself wanting to rub up against things, or insert foreign objects into my body while sucking on things. I need the biggest pounding of my LIFE, but still three more months to go before I'm back in Canada. Somewhere along the line here I've gotten to craving realy rough, urgent sex. There's only so much one can do by oneself, and shoving a vibe up like it's goin' outta style just isn't working for me.

Phew, that's heavy stuff I need one of those sex machines.

Here I am, finally back in my own apartment and enjoying my first evening to myself in more than a month. LONG overdue, in my opinion!

I've been busy traveling and hosting friends who are visiting me before I head back to Canada. It's kinda nice to be back, although it means no more traveling around Asia before I start back at school again, which is depressing Travel is one of those things I value most out of anything I do in life, so here's hoping I can keep it up regularly- I know people have to work to survive etc, but I don't see how I could enjoy life with only a one-week resort trip to the Caribbean every 3 or 4 years. No way!!!! I guess I'll just have to earn a loooootta money.

In other news, I got a flashy new camera! Which is considerably better than my old camera. So, since I've been horny (and tragically unable to do anything about it), I will do my best to get you some new photos to ogle shortly!



Edit: Well, well, WELL. When did the dicks category get split in two?? Shame there isn't a category for uncut, but it's a step in the right direction for us ladies xoxo

So, I'm back from Thailand, where I lazed in a bikini, drank a mai tai on the beach, and even saw a ping pong show (shh!). Now that I'm back in Japan, however, I have a friend staying over for an extended period of time, so I have been kind of sex-stuff-deprived for more than two weeks!!! After not being able to perv or do anything kinky, I've been feeling the deprivation way more than usual.

So here is a rare story for you
I'm back at work, and feeling bored since I don't have much to do this week. I didn't wear any underwear to the office today, mainly because I was too lazy to run back into my room before going off to work in the morning. It ended up working out in my favour though, since I ended up being really horny at work. My clit was sort of brushing up against the fabric seam just a little bit, and I was feeling a bit squirmy in my chair. I slipped my hand under the desk and started running my finger lightly up and down over the pants, and it was making me even worse! My desk doesn't have a side so I had to sort of shield the view of my stroking finger from the rest of the office by hiking up one leg and slouching. It was exciting to be masturbating right there in the office, but it wasn't really enough, and I was worried someone would notice. I felt flushed and I could feel my pussy swell and feel hot and wet and really for a good pounding. I have found in the past that kegal exercises, clenching those muscles up inside, REALLY turns me on down there- everyone always says it's good to do those exercises, but I usually can't do more than 10 before I start groaning in frustration and wishing I could be fucked REALLY REALLY hard.

So, back to the story- I was flexing those muscles and feeling swollen and needy and flushed. I was still pretending to read, and occasionally chatted with my friend or looked around as casually as possible while my clit was pulsing under my fingers. I eventually had to get up and walk to the bathroom, where I slid down my pants in a hurry, and came dripping wet in about a minute. It was really really hot

Would have been better with someone there to shove me up against the wall or something, but I'll take what I can get. Only four months until I'm back in Canada, and time is continuing to fly. I feel like I've become a lot more kinky in the past two years, thinking up all kinds of unusual fantasies, wishing to be tied up or pinned down or fucked by multiple guys at once. I don't know how many will end up coming true, but I feel like a jaunt to a sex club or being present at an orgy scenario may be an excellent start....

Well, that's all for now
xoxo

So I'm off to Thailand in a couple of days
You can expect to not see me for a little while!! I'll be busy sipping Maitais on the beach somewhere Alas, traveling with a friend again, so won't be able to get any sexy bikini pics, but perhaps you can imagine it instead?? I have a hot new teal blue Calvin Klein bikini, woohoo! I hope I'm spelling his name right, I'm not usually much of a brand person.
I'm hoping to maybe meet some hot German boys on the beaches around there, seems like Thailand is a hot destination for Europeans... Unfortunately, I didn't have a little send-off masturbation before leaving, and now I'll be stuck in a hotel room with someone the whole time! So much for a little private time

Anyways, hope you are all having a lovely spring so far. The cherry blossoms are juuust starting to start here in the mountains, so when I get back the party should be in full swing!

xoxo sully

Why did it have to go and get cold again??? I was even entertaining dreamy thoughts of going to the beach, but the rain has cooled things off considerably. Looks like it's back under heated blankets and housecoats for me!

Didn't cum today yet, so no interesting story there I'm just wearing some default black yoga-like pants with a big red Canada sweater. Still feelin' all patriotic after the Olympics! I am even wearing bright red panties to sorta match. Also, my Thailand trip is fast approaching!! So exciting! I'll be scuba diving, relaxing on the beach, and hopefully riding an elephant. Also, I REALLY want to see a Ladyboy show. I have a definite fascination with them, I like that they look girly but often still have a cock But there is nothing sleazier than a 3rd world countrie's sex industry, as curious as I am to see it O_O Why am I fascinated by stuff like this?!?!

xoxo

Ever heard that rule?
Apparently some people on NN have not. If you don't like how I shave my goddamn pubic hair, then don't say anything about it, or don't look. It's that easy. Obviously if I am shaving it a certain way, it's because I'm either too lazy, or I like it that way. I don't shave according to what people on here like.

People have been giving me weird pseudo-compliments "i like the new pics, but think you should shave", and then getting offended when I'm not all that happy to hear it. There is a limit to when honesty is good, especially when commenting about someone's naked body. It's like saying "nice new haircut, but it's kinda ugly like that."

Okay, I'm done now. Just had to get that out.

It's a cold, gross, rainy day today. I'm currently eating soup, but I would really like to be curled up naked by a fire with a bunch of fuzzy blankets. I love that heavy, cozy feeling, with flickering light warming up my face. I miss Canada!!

xoxo