how mommies feel. Some parents get offended, when I say that my dogs are my children. But they are. I don't plan to have any human offspring...and that's my choice.
But when it comes to my babies, my lovlies, I feel the same things other mommies say they feel about their flesh and blood.
Today we took Vaska to the vets to get spayed. Never mind we had to wake up at 6:30am to get her there on time...we took her. Got her weighted, OMG....45 lbs now!!
Then the vet tech takes off her collar and leash, and slips their generic ugly loop leash 'round her neck. I give her good-bye kisses and it's time to go. =( Vaska was NOT a happy girl, as her mommy and daddy were walking in the opposite direction of the direction the tech was pulling her. And yes, I got very teary-eyed. Of course it's a routine procedure...but anytime you put an animal under...there's those risks.
They said I could call after noon, and see how she was. If there were any emergencies, they'd call the shop. Every fuckin time the phone rang, my heart just....dropped.
I busied myself in chat, and counted minutes..finally!! NOON!! I decided to play it cool, and wait till 12:03 to call. heh.
She's fine. Coming out of anesthesia and hungry. I can pick her up after 2:30. I breathe a sigh of relief, and get some shop stuff done. When I'm gone, I find out dum called too...lol.. he's as anxious as me, I guess.
So there it is. I've been freaking out all morning. And I had to find something to occupy my mind and hands till it was time to go get her. Hence this blog. >.<
Love you guys, fanks for putting up with disjointed mommy ramblings. |