...my remembrances..

but i've fallen into the ring of fire with social distortion... and having a rush of memories...

me and ma blue hair baby smasher, on our way to new orleans... his daring me to make EVERY trucker honk his horn, or I'D pay for drinks in the quarter.... HA!!! never bet a female!!!!

pumping my fist up n down....yes...several truckers honked for this... the rest of them... *giggles* flash of the tits, and BAM! there goes the horn!

then seein em live, which i never thought i'd do. and in the best and most special song...knowing i'm not alone by the hand held in mine, squeezing my fingers...i wasn't alone, but i WAS moved to tears....

just a sampling

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKvg232drCo&feature=related[/url]

really? out of the house? for real??





over a turtle??!!?!?

gahhhhhhhhh...

ever had those muscle twitches in the corner of your eye?

yea...i gots one of those. had it allllllllllll day.

imma poke ma eye out.

yes, i know this'll be read.

just DO it! it's cheaper...

why wait 2 more months?!? really?

it was a good thanksgiving. there were a few rough patches..when i ruined the first batch of deviled eggs (too much mayo) and i had my mini break-down. poor dummy wasn't sure what to do wif me. other than keep hugging me and trying to NOT see me crying. i hit a home run with the next batch.

then another breakdown when i was on the phone wif ma fam. EVERYONE was there, aunts, uncles, cousins, digs. the only real absence was myself, and my big brother.

afterwards, dum let me help in the kitchen (!!!!i know, right?!!!) well...he let me do the mashed potatoes. after that i apparently messed him up, so i was told to sit down again. lots of neighbors stopped buy for drinks and appetizers,dum's sister, niece and cousin were here. dinner was excellent, then everyone came out to our room for a rousing game of WII trivial pursuit. then much WII bowling (we even got dum's mom into it!)

and then, dum kicked everyone out, and since he'd been in such a good mood all day, we had a few rounds of mindblowingly good sex. *sigh*

so yea. it was a good day.

dummy walks over, kisses me softly, and says "i love you"

i smile and tell him the same.

he takes a step away and says "and your beautiful"

*heart skips a beat*

as he walks out, i say "you forgot something"

he turns, looks at me questioningly, and says "and you have a nice ass?"

LMFAOOOOOOOO

*cracks up and points to the laundry basket*

ooOOOoooh!


i lubs ma dummy

i been a brat.

so i'm not wif ma mom n dad n digs... yes. it's sad. but FFS? why didn't anyone smack the FUCK outta me?!?

i miss my family, especially around these times, when we all get together and do our thing... but... there's a time in one's life when they start their own "family" and start their own....things.

i'm actually ashamed i've been so mopey..and will be prolly a lil tomorrow, when so many people are away from their familys today. once again, our troops will have such a wonderful meal of MRE (MealReadytoEat) turkey and reconstituted mashed potatoes.
the lucky ones....the ones you see on T.V. will have semi-processed turkey and...potato flakes.

so, instead of feelin sorry for maself today. i'll count my blessings, and be happy i'm with the love of my life, and i get to share such wonderful food with his family.

and i'll be thankful for the men and women who are truly away from ALL their familys today.

i been a bit "off" lately. both here and in chat. soooo. yea. jus got alot on ma mind. last year at this time i was depressed to, but that was cuz dummy was so far away. now i'm all *sniffteary* cuz my family's so far away.

add to that the constant tug-o-war i'm getting at work, "NO OVERTIME!!" and "where do you think your going? we still need.." in the same breath.

money issues, back to the poor sleep, hardly get any time with dummy..... need i go on?!?

so yea, if i lack sense of humor when ya see me. jus know it ain't you. iz me *muwahhh*

poor choice of words.


back to the delicious goodness that is my sierra mist cranberry splash and vodka...

i've not blogged as there's not been too much goin on. the usual, work, home, drink, sleep. rinse, lather, repeat.

dum n i are addicted to the trivial pursuit game we got for the WII. we usually log minimum of 2 hours per weekend playing. so far i'm still ahead =)

work seems like it's picking up, as well as both other decorators taking pity on me and giving up days and hours left and right. i might actually make 40 hours this week.

i'm actively seeking another concert date to go with me to another show. LOL...yep, at the same place as the social D show was, so dum won't go. not like he likes this type of music much anyway. but dec 11th hatebreed's playing, with cannibal corpse, unearth, born of osiris, and hate eternal. mmmmmm i loves me some metal. right now i'm tryin to talk this one dude i work with, who's into metal to go with me. fingers crossed people!