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Sunday, January 4, 2009, 1:42:52 AM- *sigh* | ||||||
dum's decided he's gonna shoot for leaving the weekend of the 15th. i almost cried when i came home and saw the racebike that held court in our living room was gone... packed into his van. i'm gonna miss so much...was thinking today, and it made a long list in my head.. i'm gonna miss: holding tight to him... coming home to a hug, and a kiss... waking up next to him, whatever weird position he's in.. having ma pillow stolen in the middle of the night... hearing his sigh when i change the channel to some stupid reality show... his random cryptic txts 'bout another one biting the dust.... playing with his hair, tho i know he hates it... cuddling on the couch, his head on ma belly... eating REAL food, cooked by someone who loves me and wants to fatten me up ... having someone there to tell about my day, as i hear about his... the offer of fresh coffee first thing in the morning, no matter how early i wake up.... and, since rayce is still so young, and i'm at work anywhere between 8-16 hours a day, he's taking him too. goin back to being just me and ma two cats....i know i'm not gonna miss getting the jumping/nipping/clawing stampede everytime i come home, or wake up... but i'm gonna miss knowing i was missed when i was gone... *sigh* yea, feelin a bit sorry for maself atm. i scheduled maself off tomarrow and monday, this'll be ma last few days off before dums leaves. so i was hoping to rent a boat tomarrow, go out in the bayou and let him fish while i lounge...but it's calling for rain. so instead gonna take him to the beaches state park... fishing off the jetties, even in rain, sounds like fun. xxxx | ||||||
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Friday, January 2, 2009, 2:46:09 AM- well...it's a start... | ||||||
i guess... hope everyone's new years was wonderful, magical, special, and/or lovely. mine was....well, not what i expected. dum had wanted to go to some black tie affair, but was stonewalled when everyone apparently booked waaaaaaaay before christmas. no worries. digs wanted to invite herself over, as mom n daddoo like to go to bed early, and she'd be by herself. she didn't want to come, as she really didn't need to experience the audio of a kricket orgasm..lmfao... luckly (UNLUCKY for me) i'm being a girl atm, so she was safe. she stopped by my work,and followed me home. dum had a wonderful dinner for us, pork crown roast, homemade stuffing, roasted potatoes and broccoli. after eating, dums wanted to take a nap. it was 10pm, and i made him promise he'd be awake for midnight. promise given, and accepted, off to bed he went. me n digs settled on the couch, flippin throu the channels. we just couldn't stand the entertainment on dick clarks new years eve show, or the other one...so we settled on "fight club". *sigh* brad pit......... sorry...back to the story. as promised, i tried waking dum up around 11:15 or so...nope. he wasn't getting up. blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i apologize to digs, for not being in the bestest of moods....couldn't help it. me n digs toasted in the new year with a lovely bottle of wine, finished the movie, and i headed for bed, sleepy (i'd been up since 2am), upset, and depressed. all n all, without digs here last night, i'd be alot worse off today than i am now. but hey, it's a new year, right? hope yours is filled with laughter, love, and smiles xxxxxxxxxxxxxx | ||||||
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Sunday, December 28, 2008, 10:52:37 PM- ....hands... | ||||||
dunno why i was doing it, but on the way home today, was studying ma hands....a mess of scars, chewed up nails, hangnails, and wrinkles. i swear i have my grandmother's hands, if slightly less wrinkly.... i love hands. love men with rough ones, calloused from work, scarred from experiences... woman's hands fascinate me too... graceful, pretty, long nails, or short.... i believe you can tell a lot about a person by their hands. i love dum's... thick fingers, wide, square palms, callouses galore, and plenty of scars, each one with a story behind it. so here's my challenge to all of you!! post your hands for me...either on your blog or in chat antics... or, for the very shy, send me pics and to start the challenge off, here are mine... dum says he loves them. ma mom says i have "piano playing" fingers. i think they're the hands of a 50 year old. show me yours!!! | ||||||
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Friday, December 26, 2008, 8:53:44 PM- hehehehe | ||||||
omg...what a whirlwind 3 days.... ma bestest clerk (the one i'm slating for managment) went off and sliced her palm open, requiring 5 stitches tuesday night. so she was absent from work wednesday, one of our crazy hugely busy days, of course! ah well...i was back where i wanted to be, asses n elbows, balls to the wall, flat out running! we didn't run out of anything, everyone was in a great mood, it was lovely went home and wrapped all the gifts i'd gotten for everyone. seeing as how i wrap prezzies like a blind 4 year old, i needed inspiration, so turned on "a christmas story" much to dum's dismay. the 25th...wake up, me n dum laze around the house for a bit, getting up the will to get dressed and head to ma parents house. it was so much fun! we get there and ma mom has her laptop set up in a prominent spot in the living room, her cam on. ma big brother, who's moved away a few years ago, has HIS cam on...he kept popping in from time to time to open prezzies or watch us open ours. ma nephew, who is OMG the cutest thing EVER gets on cam to open his presents from us or to show us something else he's opened. as gifts go?? holy smokes!! lol...digs got me the most beautiful opal bracelet, and froggy earrings w/ opals in the belly... i gots a tomtom!! hahahaha....so i'll never be lost again..well... physically speaking =P comfy cozy eeyore pj's in the most royal of purple, and from ma brother... a gift card that i can't decide how to use. dum cleaned up!! if there was EVER any doubt about ma families feelings for the man, this should put them to rest... not ONE, not TWO, but THREE henkel knives, TWO of which have pink handles! a deli meat slicer (he started slicing ANYTHING that could be sliced last night), and MY favorite thing he got, from ma mom...a pepper mill in the shape of a wine bottle, with the label burned (it's wood) into it...chateau DUMMY 1974...hahahahahaha anyway, was amazing getting to spend time with all of ma family, digs'll be over to spend a night or two before she goes back to school...hrmmm...last time she got a bike, time before that, a tattoo...what's gonna happen THIS time?!?!?!? *muwah* to you all!! | ||||||
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008, 10:46:25 PM- merry crimmis to me... | ||||||
remember last year? how sad i was that ma dums wouldn't make it down? and how depressed and upset and so ANTI-CHRISTMAS i was? well...this year...i have ma dums with me... whooohooooo! until he gets the phone call today. he has to go back. i admire his dedication and loyalty to his parents. if he did anything different than what he is doing, i'd think less of him. so asap he'll head back to STL. he'll be here for christmas, but it's bittersweet. he'll be leaving soon after. and we're back to being on the phone whenever we can manage. we won't even have a cam this time. don't know how long we'll be apart. he's going to stay with his parents until everything is taken care of.... he's asked me to quit and live with him up there. and he also said if i told him not to, he wouldn't go. i'm lost...and been very very good about crying my eyes out. even if we're only apart for a short time, goddamn it! i'm accustomed to being with him. i LIKE waking up to find sleeping 1/2 on and 1/2 off the bed. him leaving for even a week seems like i'm losing my heart.... nevermind maybe forever. fuck....i need another beer.... | ||||||
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Thursday, December 18, 2008, 3:10:51 AM- feckin cute | ||||||
ok...rayce was being cute again...so i had to share.. it's even cuter when you know that he wanted to be 'round mommy AND daddy....and he's snuggled into the VERY small space between our computer desks...... | ||||||
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008, 2:56:52 PM- ha | ||||||
so i think i thought i posted this before.... guess i didn't. sorry for the wait, but here's ma angel bear *muwah* | ||||||
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008, 4:11:37 AM- are there time limits for this shit? | ||||||
yep....i did it. i gave in and got pissed about something i've been laughing about forever now. in chat tonight, the feckin "menarebetterthanwomen.com" came up..gee...wonder who brought that up! ha! the first 20 minutes...i was laughing...it was funny...i know it's bullshit... the next 20 minutes...i was still kinda giggling...but OMG...subject change?? at all?? me and a few other people bring up other stuff, TRY to carry on a conversation.... but no... it's complete < copy and paste...lol...and more copy and paste. > after an hour of it, trying with others to change the subject, even trying to start a discussion about WHAT was copied and pasted....i gave up. got pissed. said bye.... my time here is limited...and i won't use it up on excessive bullshit. | ||||||
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Monday, December 15, 2008, 6:46:32 AM- *giggle* | ||||||
today was ma first day off in forever....well...ok, only like 12 days or so. but if FELT like forever. i got up, after sleeping 'bout 13 hours.... watched tv and read a book ma friend lent me, anthony bourdain's kitchen confidential. (SUCH a good book!!!) after awhile, made maself some brekkie...bunches of bacon, a scrambled egg, and cheese grits. mmmmmmmm...... was good!! then we decided to get ready for my boss mans xmas party. i already posted the pic of dum, punishment for making too much of a fuss when i said i was going to post the pic on ma blog....hahaha...so go look at it!!! and me..lookin all bad ass in a fedora and fuzzy trench coat it was ok, better than the last xmas party i had to attend..simply because ma dums was there.... | ||||||
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Thursday, December 11, 2008, 11:59:38 PM- a found angel | ||||||
hope she finds her home soon.... for those of you not aware of this case.. [url]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caylee_Anthony_disappearance[/url] to sum it all up, oof, too many details...but to boil it down to a few sentences... a lil girl missing, her young mother waited a month to actually report the disappearance, much much hoopla...lots of things going on...it's all detailed in the above link. needless to say, there's been a skull (and possibly body) found very near lil caylee's grandparents house. [url]http://www.cnn.com/2008/CRIME/12/11/child.remains.found/?iref=hpmostpop[/url] there's no certainty that that is caylee's remains that they've found, if it is...i hope with all my heart the person responsible is found. it's cases like this that make me believe fully in the death penalty.... and even if it's not the lil girl everyone thinks it is... than we've found another lil one who deserves at least a decent burial.. as well as an investigation. whoever might have belonged to the bones found today... they were innocent..of anything and everything...and they deserve so much more than what they were shown of this world... /me exits with her head hung low.... | ||||||
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