someone help...........they're taking all of his things............make them stop.......please?

well this is it. been watching more and more of his possessions packed away into boxes, taped, and labeled. snuck a few lil things into one or two of them. a pic of us, one of ma cross-stitch projects he admired.. just things that'll make him think of me when he unpacks.

we gotta go get the u-haul in a lil bit, load up the rest of the big stuff. i hate that thing, it's not safe to drive! ah well..just wanted to give an update.

*muwah*

oof! take two days off and then plan to take 3 more a day later? hope it works out alright....today i was doin ma damndest to get as much done as i could.
came in, made doughnuts, baked off all the bread. ma one n only other person came in @ 6am, i was pulling paperwork and getting things in order so when i sat down to catch up and *try* to get ahead, it wouldn't take forever. finished that...the frozen truck had arrived, so i downstacked it off the pallets, loaded it all onto a float, then dated and marked each box, THEN put all 70 some-odd boxes into their rightful places in MY freezers. THEN..
saw ma clerk was baking off pastries and setting up pies, so proceeded to slice and package all the bread i'd just baked off. filled up the floor again, and went over to the mixers side...started mixing and scaling all the dough for today and tomorrow. while the dough rested, ran into ma office and did 3 days worth of paperwork, as well as coordinated a wedding expo with another bakery manager that happens sunday. THEN.. went over to the deco side and busted out the two special orders that were waiting for me. nevermind this entire time ma manager keeps coming over to discuss with me all the things that he's been thinkin 'bout the two days i've been off. THEN..
go back over to the mixer side, clean up ma mess (i wind up covered in flour whenever i mix, as well as half the bakery) and start running ma dough. during all THAT...i also took 2 cake orders (FFS people....it's NOT much of a choice...chocolate cake or vanilla....BAH) fielded a special order we can't do from a custo (who the fuck likes PINEAPPLE pie anyway?!?) AND sweet talked another dept. manager into giving me on her her associates till mine's well again. THEN..
i take a half-hour lunch. well...was gonna be 1/2 hour, but i got antsy, didn't wanna eat, so smoked 3 ciggys and clocked back in 20 minutes later. THEN..
set up deli subs, pan breads, filled out a counseling statement for another of ma associates. THEN..
baked off 48 apple and dutch apple pies...ma new district manager has ma shops goal at 66 pies...for a week. fuck that! we sold 30 YESTERDAY!! i'm gonna blow this district outta the water THEN..
did ma mixing dishes, bowl, pans, hook, etc...ran over to the deco side and filled the dessert case, as much of it is either going out of date, or empty. also made 4 round birthday cakes and 6 sheet bday cakes for the backup case. THEN..
put on the frozen order, wrote out detailed (VERY VERY detailed) instructions as to what needs to be done the 3 days i'm gone... do my deco dishes, spatulas, bags, tips, etc. fill the floor ONE more time.. and clock out.

i'm hoping they do alright this weekend, cuz i really need this time wif ma dums... and if not..s'okee. they already know i'm not answering ma phone for NUFFIN! gonna sit back wif a beer and hang with the love of ma life now

xxxxx

so after i logged out of chat last night, went from sad to pissed off. which is the usual progression for me hahahahaha. went into the room and started takin ma supa cute shoes off, determined to change into jeans and a shirt, wipe off the make up, take off the jewelry, and un purdy ma hair. got one shoe half off, and decided....what the fuck. i look GOOD dammit. and i never dress up. so i'm stayin in ma duds. AND i'm gonna be in a good mood. i'm gonna laugh and make stupid jokes and drag him (kicking and screaming) out of whatever funk he's fallin into.

and so i did. by the time we got to the theater, dum was smiling and laughing. the movie was...disappointing. even more disappointing was ma plans for movie head were foiled by the trio of high school girls behind us giggling. ah well

after the movie, we decided to stop at the bar we've been to a few times. played some pool, and i had a blast with the jukebox. i even made dummy DANCE with me!! he had to, played "our song" hehehehehe

oldish song from a band called uncle kracker. called "follow me"
You don't know how you met me
You don't know why
You can't turn around and say goodbye
All you know is when I'm with you
I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singin'

[CHORUS]
Follow me everything is alright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me

I'm not worried 'bout the ring you wear
Cuz as long as no one knows than nobody can care
You're feelin' guilty and I'm well aware
But you don't look ashamed and baby I'm not scared
I'm singin'

[REPEAT CHORUS]

Won't give you money
I can't give you the sky
You're better off if you don't ask why
I'm not the reason that you go astray and
We'll be all right if you don't ask me to stay

[REPEAT CHORUS]

You don't know how you met me
You don't know why
You can't turn around and say goodbye
All you know is when I'm with you
I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singin'

[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svhK_hSdgCM[/url]

it fits us. anyway, turned into a great night

so me n dums are gonna go see a movie tonight...my bloody valentine...there's a good band by the same name. anyways...i decided to get all dolled up....high heels....make-up....dress....everythin. guess what. NO fuckin reaction. i get a "you look beautiful, baby" with the same enthusiasm as "how's the weather?" i ask what's wrong...nothing...i'm tryin ma fuckin HEART out here to make things as perfect as possible before he leaves...and i'm getting nowhere. nothing i do is working..and i'm about to give the fuck up. i left ma shop in a MAJOR lurch to spend this time with him, and what am i doing? playing fuckin online games while he plays solitare. ffs..i don't know what i'm doing wrong.

ok, everyone by now knows ma dums leaves this sunday. 6 days. i've twerked the schedule at work, begged, pleaded, and managed to cover ma shop for tuesday, wednesday, friday, sat, and sunday!! whooohooo!!

then i get news that broke ma heart, for more reasons than you think. one of ma associates, the youngest, sweetest of them all...was in a car accident last night on her way home from work. she's fine. other than the broken ankle, and 15 stitches in her mouth, basically holding her bottom lip on. i spoke with her mom (she's all of 19) and she's doing well, in pain, but otherwise intact.

i'm trying to get this weekened covered...ma other associates have for the most part stepped up and said they'd work as much and as long as they could. partly because they lubs me and they lubs dum. partly because i've had to cut hours the past few weeks, so none of them are getting the time they need.....

i'm worried about ma girl, hoping she's alright and i know she will be. but a large part of me......is selfish. after sunday, i'll work open to close...5am to 10pm, with no break...just give me these few days i have left to spend with ma dummy.....we'll see what happens.

as of now, i'm in ma fuzzy socks, wif ma comfy cozy pj bottoms and wife beater....a beer at hand... i'll enjoy this moment.

dunno why...it's ma monday. but....ffs...was grinning, and making cheezy jokes and puns at work, singing to maself... ya know, making ma underlings think i've gone nuts. hehehehhehe....as one of them said, "i think i like you better when your pissed off, at least then i know what to expect"

lmfaoooooooooooo....i'm not THAT bad of a boss....so tonight we're supposed to paint some trim for what once was the workshop. *groans and rolls her eyes* safety yellow trim. wif white walls and blue n grey checkerboard tile. guess who was "designer"?!?!? hehehehehe

but the sneaky fooker brought it up to ma parents, who seem to have the same lack of taste as him....and they liked the idea. ffs!!!

ok, hope everyone's day was as good

*muwahhhhhhhhhhhh*

dum's been a lil......un-interested in sex lately. i totally get it's not ma fault, but i DID try to shake him out of it...sessy lil outfits....walking past in ma best "butt" shorts...lingering kisses and nibbles on the ear....nuffin....

so when we were @ our local sex shop, i bought a ton of outfits, and dum walked up with a lil pack of some pills..."cock star" they were called. i thought...pfft... yea...those'll be a waste of money. but humoring ma love, added them to the stack of ma clothes. they sat on the bathroom floor where they'd fallen out of the bag for a few weeks. till last night. dum brought them up, i said, "ANYTHING!!!" and he took them.

we adjourned to the bath i'd prepared for us...talked for a good bit, then whooooohoooooo!!! sessy time!! i actually was the one asking to leave the bath as i couldn't get into a good enough position hehehehehehe

later...after much licking, sucking, pumping, moaning, and screams that prolly scared off any wild creatures that had been hanging around my property....i (meeeeeeeeeeeeeee) was the one who called it quits....which NEVER happens!! ever ever ever... he had to concentrate on it quite a bit, but he finally came. he wasn't done by any means...but i was out like a light not more then 15 minutes later.

woke up, went to work...and ma poor dums is in a horrible situation. as he's told me "i've not been this horny since i was 15" STILL. i made arrangements to leave work as early as possible, stopped back by the shop and bought some more for him. and omg...looking forward to tonight... pics, vids, and now that i'm sure i won't need to rush maself....we're gonna try this one more time

when i got home, looked online for any warnings or dangers...found this guys blog, and according to dum, is just about 100% what he went throu....
[url]http://renegademag.com/2007/07/18/party-like-a-cock-star[/url]

*muwah* be lookin for a massive invasion of krick n dum pics n vids

we went to the caverns, got a wee bit of late start, which sucked, but i'm a lazy ass and it took me a few hours to get off the couch.
it was fun, and beautiful, even tho the tour guide threatened me with a federal charge. hahahhaha...didn't think SITTING on a smooth round stalagmite was a serious offence =P anyway, took a bunch of pics, but picked a few of the better ones for ya'll.




and the background didn't turn out as well as we'd like, but thanks to the random tourist for taking this pic for us....

the weatherman is a dirty dirty liar! so i've gotten us a lovely picnic lunch of french bread, summer sausage, asst. melon chunks, veggies, and a bottle of wine. and we're headed off for a state park kinda close, with florida's only accessable limestone caverns....

the sun is shining, it's a balmy 70+, and me n dums are OUT!

xxxxxxxxxxx