Can't believe it's almost here.. HMMMM the only thing I want for x-mas is you..As always u will not be here with me not even in the same state.. Funny how we live less than 1 hour apart and never run into eachother..I just keep asking myself why I still love you why I can't let go. I guess my love is real, my feelings are real. WHY am I on here saying this cause I told you many times over and over and it gets me no where and this will get me no where but at least I can get it out of me. You claim up until the last time we talked that u still r in love with me, you care for me and all that BS. sorry things are not on your term anymore things are not your way..yes I love you and forever will but me choosing not to talk to you anymore was the best thing for me even tho I can't believe it came to this. just me thinking as always. I know I wont talk to you cause I need to protect myself and stay away SO Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! you are in my life my heart forever. |