beachdreamz's Blog - page 11

Thanks for the input all. Not really sure what I am going to do yet. It is also winter in Canada so maybe I should wait a bit to cut it unless one of you is coming here to keep me warm?
I am happy its December. My Novembers always seem to suck. This one had a few rough patches but really nothing major. If my year ends and starts 2008 in the same way last year went down I will be super happy. From roughly Dec 22 (minus xmas day) until April or so I was the happiest I can remember.
Anyways I am sitting here blabbing on and I need to go hit the shower so I can go out tonight - anyone interested in some shower fun?? Maybe lathering up my body wash and drawing designs on me? Or maybe some body oil gliding along and making my boobs shiny? Or cant forget how much fun a bj in the shower is with all the steam and water flowing and caressing...Hah wow this may be a longer shower than scheduled!
Have a great day and a kick ass December all...Remember Santa is coming and hopefully so will I

So I have been thinking of getting my hair cut */me runs and hides from VB*
Whats the status on short hair guys? Is it sexy or not? I am thinking something similar to a Posh or Jenny McCarthy hair do. I always feel short hair makes my face even fatter and I certainly DO NOT want that.
Opinions please

Its funny when you think you finally have something figured out fate/God/Karma/whatever laughs in your face and says "I don't fucking think so".
Ive had a few shitty things happen lately but nothing major that wasn't ok by the next morning. I've also had some great things going on so I am happy.
I have made a decision..a few blogs ago I asked about how was it ok to sleep with someone on the first date if I wanted to. I have decided thats not who I want to be. I actually have a jerk I met to thank for setting me on the right track. I am not saying sometime, something couldn't happen but I am going to try and avoid that. I think in the age of the internet/text messaging its easy to think there is more to your "relationship" than there is.

On a side note something is happening to me as we speak that will change my life. Its mind blowing I waited this long for this...I will blog about it soon but I want to make sure its 100% first.

HAHA in response to Lunnas comment I must be getting some...sadly no. Thats probably why all my blogs are about sex (and on a sex site too--who would have thought it). I swear the longer I go without the raunchier my thoughts are getting. Maybe my brain in scared its never going to get some again. I'd consider hiring an escort but the best things in life are free (haha I kid). Besides being with an escort would be pointless to me. Half of the reason I get off is knowing hes having fun too. Then again there has been 1-2 guys who knew which of my buttons to press all on their own and wow that was one elevator ride I never wanted to end. No wonder hearing "going down" in an elevator always makes me smirk

I was just reading a question someone posted on another site about if moaning/groaning during sex was normal. It completely boggles my mind why everything needs to be "normal" but anyways just curious to the opinion here. I myself am a moaner/groaner. I am not a screamer unless its a rare thing. I NEED my guy to make some noise. It doesn't have to be loud or come from a porno-just a gasp, an "oh God" or "oh babe". It completely turns me on if I think I am turning the guy on. There are times when yes you need to be quiet I know...and one of the hottest things is a guy kissing you as you are moaning to keep you quiet. Haha I also think its funny that when I am about to cum, I do like a half sit up thing (haha I wonder if I can get my crunches in this way? )

Anyways just a random thought for the night

YAYYYYYYYYY its Friday!!!!!! When there is something you are waiting for the week takes forever, but thats ok cause somethings are worth the wait. Tonight I went on a shopping/cleaning spree (ok I will be honest the shopping one happens more often than the cleaning one). So now its all shiny and clean and smells good...

But tomorrow its going to smell even better. Tomorrow I am going on a cooking spree. I am making Roast Beef -although xxxxx may be a better word cause its hugeeeeeee. Also I am making scalloped potatoes, biscuits and caramel apple cheesecake. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Anyone want some left overs because I have a feeling there is going to be a lot.

Well I am in Niagara Falls at the hotel...haha Its going to be interesting. I have the devil in me tonight and its already been an interesting day so far. haha you may find me on here later..i have this thing where when I am drunk I think I need to let everyone know and message all the cute guys on my msn/facebook


Off to cause shit

Haha I have a shitload to blog but I am tired so I decided to go to bed instead...and then as I was turning off the TV, Michael Jacksons Beat It came on....haha if I was a male that would so be my song. I think lately I've had too much alone intimate time, but that should be changing very soon


Do do Do....Its doesnt matter whos wrong or whos right...just Beat It


Off to bed to possibly do just that!

PS This is a short week for me so technically tomorrow is my Friday..woohoo!

This upcoming weekend my best friend and I are going to Buffalo (yeah I know--ewwww lol jk). We are going shopping, out for dinner, to a hockey game, meeting up with a few people we know, hitting the clubs and casino and staying in a hotel. It should be interesting. Basically we are good girls but trouble follows us. We are HUGE flirts and never have trouble meeting guys when we are out. We always have fun not matter what we do and I think people are drawn to that. Anyways I have a top I thought about wearing but I am thinking it may be a little too low cut..(yes guys there is such a thing) Opinions??

I have something thats been running through my mind and seeing as open is NN I think I may even get some honest answers even if its only from a bunch of pervs.

When a girl (or a guy I guess) is single how many partners is ok. Wait let me rephrase that. I don't mean at a time (as in group sex) or even one guy on different nights. I am single and have been dating a lot lately. There is one I want but I don't think he wants me and I am getting tired of waiting. But I really don't want to jump from partner to partner, but how do you scratch that itch when you only go out with each guy 1-2 times?

I guess basically what I want to know is how do I fill that need (keep in mind,if it was my way I would be getting some at least every day)yet not become a slut or someone I am ashamed of? Playing on my own can only take care of so much