cried out and as lost as you are...

today was....as bad as yesterday really. boss lady was jumping on ma ass left, right, and center for the majority of the day. i just kept ma eyes on ma work and said "yes ma'am" or "no ma'am" biting my tounge.

FINALLY she left for the day, and i went back to the office we share to grab a swig of soda and rest my foot for a second. that's when shit hit the fan...

i have this sticker..one of those silly things that you see all over. the uber cute bunny, with a snide lil saying on it? well, one of my favorite customers gave it to me. with this lil bunny covering it's mouth, and the caption saying "i just realized. i don't care" i pinned it to the corkboard in my office.

anyway, i get in the office, sit down..and notice ma sticker's gone! i looked around the desk, but i know it was securely pinned to the board. so for shits n giggles i checked the trash. there it is, under some paperwork from today.

IT'S ON! as soon as i get there tomarrow, i'm pulling her skinny old dragon breath ass into the office to inform her i don't find it amusing AT ALL. if she dosn't like me, fine. i don't like her either. but the second she touches my PERSONAL shit, it's over...

amazingly enough, that made my mood MUCH improved. lol

i can't wait to get to work toamrrow...

ma second day back. and ffs.... dunno what exactly i did (other than break my foot) but my lady boss was ALL OVER my ass for stupid shit. grrrrrr

then, an hour before i have to leave. one of the chicks that works up front comes over. "i need a cake"
for tomorrow, right? oh no....for today. if i HADN'T known this chick since i was 14, if i DIDN'T love her so much, i'd have told her as i tell anyone else. there's over 20 cakes right there, pick one and i'll write on it. but no. i'll make one for her.

ask her what she wants? she goes on about what SHE made for the last cake, ask her what she wants on THIS one? vague. i'm by myself, it's 6pm, it's one of our busiest times of the day. she finally says something about yellow daysies, and back to work she goes. in between pulling bread out of the oven, slicing bread for customers, taking cake orders, answering the phones, AND packaging the bread, i work on this cake. i do a basketweave on the sides, time consuming, but pretty.

this entire time, my foot is killing me. so much for "light duty" eh? i've been on ma feet for 9 hours, took ma last pain pill 5 hours ago, yet i'm stopping what i NEED to do, to make this cake.

finally.....it's after 7..time for me to leave. i help a few more customers, and head to the beer isle. grab what i want and go to HER register. while she's ringing up the guy in front of me, she tells me she's gonna go look at the cake right after she's done with him. i tell her i'm gone for the day, but said i'd done a basketweave on the sides, and it looked cool.

she gives me a look like i just threw dog shit on her shirt and said, "i wanted polka dots!" WTF?!?!?
then you should have SAID that! i left my FUCKING crystal BALL at home. i just stood there looking at her, and she asked me if i'm going to go fix it before i leave. FUCK YOU!!

i spend 40 minutes of MY time? helping her out? and this is it, huh? i said, take it for free or get another cake, i don't give a shit. and walked out of her line into another.

that shit just hurt ma feelings and put me in a horrid mood for the rest of the night. i'm gonna go take a hot bath and try to soak all this negativity away from me, before i infect anyone else.

when she shrieked "what's going on?"

now that i'm spending more and more time back, i've noticed an amazing lack of my regular favorite people around here. what started as a trickle of regs leaving has now turned into a torrent.

today i found out flcamfan and vallybud are both gone. i don't know if they were banned, choose to leave, or were xxxxxx out. i'm going to miss two very fine and upstanding men who made this site great for me.

pics being deleted, forum threads mysteriously disappearing.

i really don't know what's going on. but i hope there's a major halt put to it before all my reasons for coming here are gone, and NN turns into just another crappy porn site.

we were getting ready to go out today, and i was transferring everything from one purse to another. (it's a girl thing, sorry guys) i opened purse A, put dums script, my lip gloss, mints, and loose cash into purse B. then i somewhat freak out. my wallet with my id, debit card, and ss card isn't in purse A!! only somewhat because i'm notorious for taking it out and leaving it in the car, or on the computer desk. so i get up and check all the regular places. nothing. i involve dum in the search. still nothing. the last time i used it was at a gas station ATM, and i was on crutches, so it's possible i dropped it. i'm quietly freaking out, as without my debit card, no cash. without my id, i can't get cash from the bank. aaaaaarrrrrgggggggggg.....

we decide to drive to said gas station and see if there's some humanity left in the world, and someone found it and turned it in. on our way, i stop at my local store for a pack of smokes. i open my purse to grab the last $10 i have on me and.....

there's my wallet.

now, i know it wasn't in the new purse, as i've not used it in months. i know i didn't accidentally slip it in with the script or mints, as it's bulky and i'd have noticed.

dum's tried to come up with all sorts of scientifical answers. but i've decided the faeries wanted to play a prank. and a damn good one that was...

so we continued on our day, bought a wireless router so me and dum can be online at the same time. went to a hibachi grill, then made the mistake of stopping @ a books a million for coffee. we walked out with like $100 dollars worth of books. lmfaooo

i'm gonna leave a bowl of milk out for the faeries tonight, maybe they'll stop playing tricks on me...

ha! i think we are prolly NN's most clumsy couple.

dum hurt himself yesterday. while he was fishing, he was having a pretty bad day. kept getting his line caught on trees when he was casting. so he decided to chop down some of the troublesome branches. while sawing on an extremely pain in the ass branch, his pocket knife sliced throu the branch, and into his left hand, which was holding the other end. he basically filleted his knuckles. off to the e.r. we went.





i tried to comfort him as much as i could


and for those of you who are squeemish....don't look...the damage done after two stitches...





























he's perfectly fine, a lil bit of pain, but other than that, cussing himself for proving his nickname is justly earned.

i've discovered the oh so addicting online shopping. lmfao...got ma mom's mother's day prezzie, both ma sisters graduation gifts online. since then i bought maself a pretty lil necklace, and just today...ordered something... can't say what cuz dum reads this, and it's supposed to be a surprise!! let's just say this whole online shopping thing ROCKS!

i decided yesterday that my foot is fine to walk on. swellings down and it dosn't hurt much at all. so i chucked the crutches. well, kinda. since i had that meeting i had to go to for work, i did play up the "poor crippled kricket" so they didn't suspect i wasn't as bad off as they thought. hey, keeps me out of work for another week

i even drove home yesterday! which i will NOT be doing again soon, as it hurt like a bitch to hit the break pedal. but i was pissed off and driving always makes me feel better. then by the time i wasn't pissed off anymore, my pride got in the way and i didn't want to hand the keys over to dum. ah well...lesson learned.

dum's working on getting his comp up and running, then we'll figure out a way to get us both online so we can be one of those annoying couples that chat in the room sitting next to one another. lol

i'm about to head to the store, i want root beer floats, chewy runts, and mexican pizza. perhaps not in that order, but yea. that's what i want right now.

we made the HUGE mistake of buying some generic cat food at the gas station, as ma cats were out, and we didn't feel like driving into town to get them more. spoiled brats won't eat it, they just follow us around bitching quite loudly that they're hungry. and when you put them in front of the food, they look at you like you just grew an extra head and seem to say "that's not food, even a DOG wouldn't be stupid enough to eat that". so we gotta get them their normal brand, before they starve them selfs in some weird kitty hunger strike.

*muwah*

since i'm pretty much couch bound for the next two weeks, i needed something to do other than watch re-runs of law and order. i used to do counted cross stitch quite a bit, but haven't lately. been working too much. so i picked it up again. this is a pattern i'd ordered about 2 years ago. i started it yesterday. if it weren't for me getting loopy on pain pills, i'd prolly have more done


and progress thus far:



i'll keep ya'll posted of ma progress

my sisters college graduation went well. my brother came down from colorado, which was great, as he hasn't been home in almost 2 years. i did get a lil teary eyed when they played pomp and circumstance, as she was walking down the aisle. but i didn't cry when she walked the stage. we were too busy jumping up and whooooooing. this is the south, it's expected. =P
afterwards, me and dum hit a bar on the way to the coffee shop, a quick shot and a beer and we met up with everyone, claiming getting lost. after a bit my parents decided to call it a night and let the kids have their fun, so the four of us went to the hard rock cafe and proceeded to celebrate. all except the grad of course...she's only 18. hahahaha...designated driver. we picked up beer and some smirnoff ices on our way home and took the party to ma parents r.v where the grad started her celebrating. she dosn't drink. and my brother hasn't drank in 2 years. so they were both hammered. i was pretty well gone too.

the next day, after coffee and morning chit chat, i went back out to the r.v. to clean up and change clothes. as i was walking down the stairs, my foot hit the soft ground and just folded. i was on the ground holding ma foot and trying not to cry. my three lil toes and half my foot swelled up and turned really pretty colors. i didn't want to spoil ma parents weekend, having all their kids down, so i hobbled along most of the day. on ma way home we decided i should prolly see a doctor as my toes and the bottom of my foot was numb.

yep. i broke it. not bad as breaks go, i broke the bone right where ma lil toe and ma foot connect. so no cast, just tape. but crutches and off work for 2 weeks minimum. i actually just called work to let them know i wouldn't be there and ma bosslady is PISSED. hahahahahahahhahahahahaahahhahahah

i get two weeks (paid, yay sick time!) with dum and i only have to deal with a pair of crutches and a foot i'd like to chop off.

fair trade