all is quiet in my world!!!

Here it is


Now it's gone

as today...just 2 weeks earlier.

kinda cool, breezy, cloudy and the leaves are a changin!!

you surprise me yet again!!
Just when I'm thinking there is nothing new this old body can handle!

going on right now!!
I'm feeling better after my blood sugar low.
Some good news at work!
Couple days w/teddybear coming up.
Gram fell the other day - seems fine.
Paperwork is turned in to the lawyer, divorce is 1 step closer!
It's getting cooler - soon snow(yes I said that 4 letter word!!) will be flying!!
So some good and some bad....I'm getting by!

ok am I the only one who cried?!?!

Well this morning was interesting, to say the least!
Had to work the opening shift which means alarm goes off at 5am - don't remember it but evidently I did wake....just enough to make a phone call.
Around 6:45 I start to come to.
My neighbor that I called was beside me forcing juice down me and had been checking my blood sugar every 10 minutes.
So lets just say that 33 is NOT a good bs number(my avg #'s are 80-90)!! That's the lowest I've ever been and the closest to a diabetic coma...the scary part of living alone!!
Well late for work, didn't have a very good day - work was good but I just wasn't "there". They kept an eye on me, made sure I ate during the day and it was quiet enough that they tried to get me to leave early but I just couldn't...scared to be home alone and if I took a nap, what if......Even though I ate smart today I know I didn't eat enough but then I think what if I swing the opposite direction and go too high?
Just very scared today.
Well hey!! On the up side - no kids or significant other to worry about me!!
Oh well......